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LA FILLE: Roseline Tan Jie Yi
years of existence: 15 years and some months
a piscean =D
a Dunmanian
a 3h-er
an edsdancer =D
an ex-Goliener
an ex 6-niner
an ex gongshanger
birthday: 6 March 1992
takes french

*J'aime:
{dancing
{singing
{sleeping
{readng books
{Paris<3
{stars
{friends
{family
{sunsets & sunrises
{Jolin too =D
{MONEY$$$
{plus a dozen million things

*lJe detese:
{malicious words
{pests
{losing things
{that & simply
{when everything
{dun go my way =/

nice dance shoes
adobephotoshop
jolin stuff
new bag&wallet
manymanymore

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today went to huibin's hse. den her hse there can see the soccer field which belongs to eastview. den got thiese ppl playing soccer there. and they were all wearing like knee-socks soccer jerseys, all so professional. plus the goalkeepers had gloves and there was a referee too. maybe got match. but we watched like for 1 min and it seemed so fun. someone almsot goaled lor. haha sg world cup. lols.

den today erm considered quite fulfilling bah. we like decided what our ppt should include and what our product should include. we only did the ppt halfway and havent even started on our product. =X dunno our marks gd anot. hai. den saw the photos in daniel's cam. haha got one so funny. he was like being held up by the collar of his shirt by his senior?? i like the pic where we were all 'indians'. lols okay maybe not jy, hehs. i want the pic!! and huibin has full adobephotoshop so cool. not trial versions haha.

den we all went home around 4plus. hmm. the walk home was mad+spastic+funny. lols. cos sophia there. shesiaodingdong one hahaha. so funny. i laughed till stomachache le. den she tot i was like crossing the road illegally when i was crossing the zebra crossing? hahaha.

okay so my day was basically nice and fun and good. BUT the horror arrived. hai. cos got wad gathering? as in relatives lah. den my evil aunt came. den i was using the com den she asked me to help her go some website.okay den i PATIENTLY taught her lah. budden she dunwan to use my method and say wad my cousin's hse cannot type chinese words as in the com. so the way i tot her was invalid. okay so i taught her another way which she insisted though its very stupid.

den afterwards, she found the way she INSISTED very troublesome den she asked me to teach her the way i taught her the first time. den i say if she dunno, she can ask my cousins. i mean like they will teach her right? but she was like dunwan or wadever lah, probably cos the website she was going may seem pointless to my cousins or wadeva. this si just in intuition. but the website is of cos legal and porn-free, its just about the gf of her idol. wth.

den she accused me that i din want to teach her when i have been teaching her for so long. so i was like nvm den u ask my cousins to teach you. den she was like accusing me, saying that i was stuck-up??? oh wadever. den my mum had to annoyingly stand on her side AGAIN. and she said i was impatient when i was teaching her how to use the powerdvd thingy. when i din. okay mebbe abit but not as exaggerating as what she said. of cos i couldn't allow myself to be accused and answered back. which she calls it talking back=contradicting what she said=so she feel damn bu shuang cos she cant argue with me=scold me and thinks that shes right when shes NOT then disallow me to defend myself. and if i do, it will only result in further unhappiness.

who will just sit there and allow herself/himself to be accused, scolded unpleasant stuff and not defend themselves?

not me. my mum just dun get this fact. bad influence from my evil aunt.

i hate whenever she comes. cos surely sth bad will happen. her arrival=bad news to me. nvr good once. she sucks!! if i can punch someone right now i would do so. she deserves it. or sth far worse than a punch right square in her nose. bleagh.

okay to continue the 'story', so my mum started nagging and my aunt adding oil to the fire den i defended myself den my aunt just happily shut up and left my mum to scold me. so i was getting real pissed off and very bu shuang den i scold back. den she scold. and the cycle carries on till my mum go take the cane.

but i mean she dun cane me like how she canes my bro, cos my bro is younger and she doesn't need to chase me around the whole house. -.- so she went piak! while i was sitting down, waiting for her to beat. cos i dun care. and obviously this OLD AND DISGSUTING METHOD doesn't work on me unlike on my bro so yea, after she piak! for one time, i still sat there lah. with a bushuang face. and erm tears. but definitely not cos of the pain. cos i dun like getting accused of things i din do. den she said if i say anything again she will beat me. but i din care so still talked back when she was rattling off. at this point of time, my dad was asking em to keep quiet and asking my mum to shut up. HAHAHA. den my aunt was erm gloating in a corner i guess? typical evil witchy woman.

den although i talked back again, my mum din cane le. probably she realises its nto going to help even if she cane me 1000000 times. i will still defend myself. den my nervous system broke down. but i was like still playing the com. so i went to blast the music. i kept blasting the same two songs over and over again. den good riddance to bad rubbish. EVIL WOMAN left. i think shes really sth sent to irriate me, get me out of my gd moods for tonight and den she LEAVES. wthwthwth. im very pissed off with her. hope she nvr comes again. though she loves to house-hop.

okay den my dad comforted me and my mum went scolding again. all this stemed from my evil aunt. MAYBE I SHOULDN'T CALL HER AUNT. she dun deserve that at all.lemme tink of a nickname for her.


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bitch? oops. sry. i really hate her. erm okay no it soundes weird saying that. err maybe, witch lah. i noe im kind. hahas.

so that witch caused all my tears and i was momentarily depressed. all cos of her. so unworthy. den i went to bathe and tried to do maths tuition hw but cant do. =X called prida and she oso havent do so nvm. den actually wanted to cry more, but cant. cos tml needa go tuition in the mroning. cos i like to self-torture when im sad. as in i would listen to SAD SAD songs and make myself cry more. or like cry while bathing and purposely thinking of sad things so that my tears will fall like the water from the shower. ok i sound suicidal. =X nonono. dun get the wrong idea.

im eating now. not really hungry. dunnow hy. shit i think i got the disease the wanwan in the holland village got. den i will become as fat as her? OH NO. shit.

just go attempt maths now. byebye. this post sounds VERY DEPRESSING. spoil my xing2 xiang4. lols.

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