Friday, September 30, 2005
juz look at the depressing title.todae i ttly screwed up my english exam!!!couldn't believed that i was so unlucky n stupid at first.but i adapted quickly after all im always soooo unlucky for exams.ialways seem to misinterpret sum disgusting instruction den i would have my marks innocently deducted.poor me...haiz.
for the letter writing:i did leave two lines BUT i went to leave two spaces in front of every paragraph n den i found tt actually no need.din even noe lor...i was not even present wen the stealla john told the class tis tingy.iwas off at the avt i tink.n neither do i have eng tuition or assessments or compo books for sec sch pple.
for the composition:i used correction tape.I USED CORRECTION TAPE!!!omg wads the problem wif me?? there was sum point during the compo tt i tot of the rule of the ban of tape n liquid but sumhow sum evil force juz overcame me...sum evil force tt wanted me to fail my eng exam n stay back in sec 1 as a pathetic loser.
for the comprehension and summary: my brain just cant seem to function properly.sumhow i would forget abt sum important instruction during exams.i wrote the summary TOGETHER with the comprehension answers!!! OMG den for the last few minutes or so, ms sandy suddenly bombarded me with tis terrible news: hand in ur summary separately from ur answer sheet n ur comprehension answers. I WAS LIKE SO FRANTIC? and i had already kept all my stationery inside my pencil box.i had absolutely no time to take out my pen to write so i used the 0.5 thin pen that i had borrowed from siew eng earlier for fear of my pen running out of ink n the other pens were quite useless.-mental not to myself:stock on blue pens n black pens!buy a new mechanical pencil!-so i used that pen siew eng lent me.i scribbled furiously on another sheet of paper i had,copying my summary over.tt pen did not seem to help me.it was so thin n there was no grip,it felt hard.sumhow my writing speed kinda decreased wen i used tt pen.n den cos the pen so difficult to rite fast,i still had to rite fast,my words were like yes,SCRIBBLES.
"Time's up!"the cold n harsh reality struck on on the spot.HAIZ.there was nothing i could do abt it except to blame myself for having such stupid brains.cant even remember the instructions correctly!n oso blame myself on the bad luck i seemed to have during exams.shan't elaborate wad bad luck cos it just seems too depressing and demoralising at the moment.
if i really failed it,i dunno wad i would do.if i failed it i would have to stay back in sec 1.i would of cos rather change sch but i dun tink got any sch wanna accept a student hu has failed english in juz sec 1?n den the most important ting...wad abt my parents' feelings?dun wanna imagine.cant bear to either.would only make myself more sad than eva.
i MUST sumhow get myself to sit down quietly to study for the exams seriously n not fall asleep after like 30 mins or an even lesser duration of time.but i cnt seem to.i need motivation.argh.i need some miracle pills to make me more hardworking.but dun have only me mysself n i n so i guess after riting tis super depressing entry i shal mug n mug n mug.shall miss the x-dang an show.shall just mug n dun let myself down.but den againif my other subjects r okay,but my english fail den i still remain in sec 1.there's no choice already cos wads over is over.hope i really do get a super kind marker den mebbe i can pass! but tt thought seems so f a r
away from me.
kkx.enough lamenting abt how unlucky n stupid n blur n forgetful i m.shall now MUG.
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Thursday, September 29, 2005
english tml!!! n my compo on fear i tink must be terribly stupid =(( prida asked me to rite den read out den i read liao she have to sae byebye den eat dinner.*bish* haiixx.
guess wad? "WAD??" o.O nvmnvm.i din fail my higher chinese literature n home econs test!!! yay wheeeee so happi din fail or else sure DIE.cos my maths n scince already like c5 or c6 for ca2? well as usual wenbo got the highest for chinese 47/50 WOW! pro lei...she's the only one who got a 40++ for tis test in 1g.den nicc oso very high hahas.as for he,my marks same as sophia but my research so lan lor,no matter how much i get in other tings my reseach sure will pull me down by alot de.to tink tt i wasted like my whole supply of printing paper then.in the end get only 3 marks?? poor me n ching ying blarrr...but practical we got 17 upon 20!! lolx at least get above 15 quite satisfied lacos our dishes r not garnished enuff mah...but steamed egg plus pork n cabbage soup how to garnish ar?thx to ching ying she got tis brainstorm suddenly den we go shape the egg into a heart shape lor hahas.she innovative rite? not like me. 0.0
realli dunno wad to study lei for tml lei...so long never rite compo le lost the skills n my brains all rust liao.mind all blank le no gd phrases or aniting juz BLANK.n still must rite two compos sumore in like one and a half hours? SIAO ppl.
todae recess saw sum ppl playing soccer mixture of boys n gals n classes.dunno they having match or juz a class n class practice lei.still there's a very high chance of us being disqualified lor cos we FORGOT to go for the balloting of opponents tt time.sad waste of tashi weijia talents.haha.me beginning to LIKE soccer le.well me soccer??? weird laa.but its fun for the past few p.e. lessons.HMMM tan tui gee so funni haha wen my dad saw him today morning wen he fetch me to school he thought he was a parent of sum dunman high student n he was kindly carrying a bonsai plant to the school or was he the gardener? den i told him he was my p.e. teacher n he is a very pro badminton coach lolx o.0
lalala so bored.lost interest in maple le.so nowdays nvr log in den my stoopid brother hu likes to lie always bluff me n cheat me n im FORCED to kind of believe.pathetic rite?seriously i dun like my current seat lor.like very boring liddat.den always being teased like very FUNNI hor -_-"" sumore noone to tok to de.i got nth to tok to daniel lim neither samuel n if i wanna tok to jy must turn behind n me being short[sadly n unfortunately] i sit in the front den the tr sure can c me turn behind.den muqiao everytime sleep de.den dawn oso behind.nic prida sophia all so faaaaaaaaar.den they always can tok i cannot so unfair.I WAN TO CHANGE PLACE. aaarghhhh
ooh 8 liao.haha nth to do shall listen to songs n i have nth to blog le...oh yah!! haha gjy is called CHARLIE den bing how-eh is called WILLY den binghow-eh's beautiful friend[shawn] is called WONKA as his real name has sth to do wif wonka sth liddat.n today home econs was sooo FUN. love it totally.we baked banana cupcakes.tastes yummy n smells yummy too
though pearline refuses to admit it.hmph.aniway i brought home 4 n ate three haha.let my mum eat one.n she saes it was nice.YUMYUM.love practicals can cook nice food.but i would rather prefer baking things to cooking things like moodles haha.mebbe cos tt time my friend noodles was so oily tt i felt like puking.not my cooking lan hor..haha is cos we have to use 2 spoons of oil sth liddat n other ppl's noodles oso oily one.
just one more ting to bear wif me.i realised tt 1992 is a special batch hehe.i got reasons de not cos i inside den i sae liddat. 1.we could not go ANYWHERE fun during p5 n p6 school excursion cos of sars n birdflu.den p4 level camp oso nvr go.HAIZ.my first trip wif my pri sch was to the ZOO.my last trip wif my pri sch was OSO to the ZOO.imagine tt.so sianx lor.den tis year p5 children's day can go escape for free we all lei?stay at home...no camp oso den no trip to perth no trip to beijing or aniting. 2.we were the ones hu used the science syllabus of "my pals are here" textbooks. 3.we are the ones hu would be the last to enjoy home econs practical cooking for sec 1 n 2s cos dhs moving to mmt senai there in 2007 n it would take LOTS OF MONEY to rebuild two kitchens all tt re wiring n stuff at the nus campus.after all we gonna move back again after another two years mah so the sch not intending to build lor. 4.we were the last oens to use the older syllabus of chinese textbooks.nowadays textbooks in prischs all have glossy shiny n colourful pages not like lastime we could feel paper n its paper la but nowadays one not liddat. lolx n many more other tings la...gtg now buhbyes =)
p.s.the above reasons happen to me n ppl in gsps den now in dhs den born in 1992 n sum others la not everyone 1992-born person oso liddat de.they may be luckier?
p.p.s. wish me tons of gd luck for tml everyone jiayoux!!!
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
haizhaizhaiz. not tt i want to start my post todae wif a sad note but no choice considering: i tink i failed my french oral french final exam maths test[chapters 12 n 13] chinese test acc test.bleahx. x_x
hahas.aniway the tests n exams over le so hu cares[till i get back?] n the english exam is tml tml.so i can at least relax a bit today-night lor.but i oso dunno what are we supposed to study for english la?hmm maybe i should type in perfect english now till the exam over so as to train myself so that i will not write msn/blog/sms language during my english exam!Hmm today was very fun! haha im loving the going-home-after 3rd lang-journeys more and more now.yay!! =)))
wow! it's so late already.sigh...my eyebags will be coming out again as usual.i hate eyebags! Je detestse eyebags!However.i have finally downloaded the song"ru guo de shi" by angela zhang shao han and fan wei qi!! yay!!It's really a nice song.Next time when you all want to hear can also go baidu download.However, my computer's chinese software lastime seemed to have disappeared in thin air...WEIRD.wow! i typed until my eyelids want to close liao,haha oops i blog in singlish again haiz/but u can at least c wad i typed juz now tt small paragraph cos i think tt's nthe only paragraph in tis post tt is in wnglish...lolx.buzhidao la.gtg ppl.bb nitez =))
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
yay! my com finally ok liao =))) lolx.thx ppl,4 tagging haha.
today was STRESSFUL.french oral exam.haiz.i was so fraked out lor luckily got rach ash san peng qh melody they all...n nicc dawn ching ying 's moral support.den san peng go sms me n puopuo wen we having oral .words of encouragement la.but puopuo[jessica chiu xin yao]din receive though.weird...sure flunk de lor.the invigilator was pretty nice n kind.but the way she speaks i ttly dun understand AT ALL.so basically i was like:"huh"the whole way thru laa.n den she kept repeating lor.mebbe she oso dun understand wad im toking abt la...lolx.
den today the bus driver soooo dumb lor.he took 45 minutes to go from dhs to the road to moelc.its like going round in circles for 45 minutes.siao...make all the 2.30 ppl late n worried lor.poor ching ying...luckily i not 2.30 de.haha
n now blogger appears in a weird n funny language to me.luckily i remeber the navigations at blogger for poasting n all or else i cant post or do aniting le...my blogger homepage jus like sophia's one too oso shown in a weird language.
well tml got tis stupid ACC exam[i tink or issit test?] ACC=appreciation of chinese culture haiz.havent even study yet.n oso got french written exam!!!!! JIU MING AR!!!! n todae's maths test was easy according to the tr.but i got brainblock lor.cant even rmb how to draw a 60 degree's angle.den for both of the constructing questions im gonna be DEAD. x_x n tr sae wad tis test is impossible to fail? so i gtg to study now...
gd luck to everyone hu have exams or tests buhbye =)
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Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Stop Racism!!!
A black man walks into a cafe early one morning and notices he's the only black one there.
As he sat down he noticed a white man sat behind him, the white man said "COLOURED" people aren't allowed in here".
The black man replied..."When i was born i was BLACK.When i grew up i was BLACK.I'm sick i'm BLACK. When i go in the sun i'm BLACK. When i'm cold i'm BLACK. And when i die i'm BLACK.
When you were born you were PINK.When you're sick you're GREEN.When you stay in the sun you're RED. When you're cold you turn BLUE. And when you die you turn PURPLE." "and yet you have the nerve to call me "COLOURED!" The black man turned back around and the white man had walked away.
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Monday, September 05, 2005
haha.hmm.so i guess i was REAL BORED.so i went to change my blogskin.its still as SIMPLE as ever.n i like simplicity.i tink.or perhaps i din c a real nice complicated blogskin.aniway nicole's blogskin is nice n its not simple.i eman the design n all tt.so tts one gd example of nice n complicated blogskins.haix but too bad for me i cant find another nice n complicated blogskin after searching for sooo long lor.hahas.but i have time aniway.
oh.mebbe not.is cos i slacking la.i still hav my TUITION HW.argh.n my oral presentation.shit.n my maths hw my history test notes n revision.diediedie.still got erm...omg.OMG.chinese cheng2 yu3!!!wow juz remembered abt the chinese one.haha.cos was tryiing to show how kelian i m mah.so must wirte all my stupid hw out.n i tink still got sum others...abt tests one but juz cant seem to remember.aiyah.must be due to the overwhelming hw n stess lor.n wen term 4 starts,exams r going to be here VERY SOON.n the first week got all thoese irritating tests le.got history literature.chinese i tink oso got.MATHS oso.dead. =/ x( bb world.
den i nvr bring home my lit file n history textbook.o greatt.i always seem to have all tis"great"luck.wahaha.prida updated her blog le.finally.n shes gonna change blogskin too i tink.mebbe to derrick one.haha.n den tt elaine.hmph.she dun wan to use tt blog! haha. but is i volunteer to do one la cos i bored mah at tt time.so she dun use oso mei you cuo.
hmm.i dunno how to change the words of my profile n all the other info to other colour lei.k i noe im dumb but i realli dunno.sumone help me.n den the unkymoods ting.its so weird la.i go there n there is a stupid site wif wad info all abt shoppers?? i dunno.me-retard at computers webstuff n aniting to do wif electric tings.haiix.actually shd be me-retard at everyting.ee NO.den dun wan.bleahx.haha as for the calender ting, i too tired le.dun feel like listing out everyting.aniway theres like NOTHING exciting or nice lor.all hw n stuff.SIAN.dun mention beta.
hahas.i must be MAD.posted 3 posts tonite.effects of being bored.shall go n try to sleep now.bb.
pink n green is nice. =D
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wahahaha.suddenly felt VERY bored.so i went to create a blog for elaine.hahas.cos she was chatting to me halfway.den i saed i help her create cos i hav nth to do.den if she wan she can keep it dun wan den nvm cos i realli too bored le.mad me.den i really went to create lor.haha.the address is http://dolphin-lover-me.blogspot.com hmm there should be no posts there unless elaine decides to post.
hmm got sudden chong1 dong4 wanna change my blogskin.haha.but too lazy lei.must typ out all the information again.sian.dono la.wait till i very very very bored tt time lor.den i will change.budden cant seem to find any blogskins tt i could bother to change all the information again.sian.n there r sooooo many blogskins.i would becum mad trying to find a real nice one.the one i have now is actually a sub lor.cos tt time i creating my first blog mah.so juz chose a skin which is not common n quite nice.[to me]
wah second post tonite le.hahas.me crapping as usual.SIAN.oh yah ppl hu happen to stumble upon my blog[wich i doubt tt there is] can go to the links there.the one abt the touching story de.but i tink friendster sent lots of messages too ppl le regarding tt webbie.haha.but juz go there la if u haven't.its quite nice.gtg.bb.
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haiixx.dunno wad to tok abt for my oral presentation.eee.its gonna be so unINTERESTING.help.help.help.realli dunno wad topic to choose lei.sad.hmm.den prida like got alot of topics to tok abt while i have none.weird.todae was boring la.mostly all worrying abt my op topic lor.i watched a new vcd my mummy brought home in the morning.den watch till lunchtime.den decided to go online though i NOE noone or almost noone would be online de la.den i went to search for topic lor.haixx.dun hav much shou1 huo4.so ended up slacking as usual.haha.now watching the angel show on channel 8.its a repeated show.i tink its the last episode todae lor.sad.wen i juz found out tt it is being repeated.hmph. =( nvm.
had kfc for a very late lunch or a very early dinner la.yay.mummy so nice. =) getting fatter lor.had one shrooms burger half a macdonalds chicken burger n one box of chessefries n one soft drink.lolx.now u noe how FAT i m? haixx.SAD.actualli i din mean to eat the half of the chicken burger la.juz tt i tot my mum forgot abt the shrooms burger den she bought the chicken burger instead.so i eat n eat n eat den suddenly my mum was like"u finish eating the other burger so afst ar?"me"huh"den realised got another burger.ahha.i dun like the chicken burger lor.even my mum noes how fat m i so she bought two burgers for me.hmph.
lala_lala_las.haha.gtg pple.takkaire.bb. =D
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my brother juz tried to murder me.feel like murdering him now.cursing him.he juz threw a pen at my head n the metal tip hit my head n its like SO PAINFUL? juz because i scolded him asking him to PAY ATTENTION to his tuition teacher hu happens to be teaching him at tt moment.n he threw a pen at me?! n nvr apologise sumore.but an apology wun help much now.cos im DAMn PISSED OF NOW. like elo?im juz helping u so tt u can get beta marks.but actually u fail i oso dun care cos u suck.im helping mummy not to waste her money she spent on u.if u were not even in tis world,all the money she has spent on u since u were like 4 years old she gave u phonics lesson le.all the way till now.u hav been tuitioning.HURHUR.imagine all the money saved.I CAN USE IT.n not counting all the money u spent on ur food n daily tings n all tt shit.PLUS ur toys n ur games n ur wadeva WANTS.
oh man.i did nth wrong to deserve such a brother.mebbe im a serial killer in my past life.tts y i hav a serial killer-like brother hu wans me to die at the tender age of 13 now.cant even throw the pen back at him cos he can dodge n he noes im going to throw at him.i din noe he was trying to throw at me juz now n he did.OUCH!ER XIN DE.si chen jun wei.i feel like throwing it back at u n letting u noe how painful it is to be hit on the HEAD wif a metal pen.
u money face pok.juz now go hide the $50 tt was part of ur tuition teacher's salary mummy gave.den u saed u din hdie it wif a stupid look at ur face.ur tr n i noe it was U all along.n den in the end she relented n saed tt u give her back at the end of the lesson.wad a freak.den u run around n waste time.like we got alot of money?stupid sucker.haha.but u so stupid.go reveal where u hid the money by juz glancing at the hiding place alot of times.so i went to the bed there n found the $50 stuck in between the wall n ur bed.ur stinky bed.
I H A T E U.n u peeped at me writing juz now.peep lor.hu cares.best tt u can c den u will noe how sucky u r to me juz now.U S U C K N I W I L L N E V E R E V E R T O K T O U A G A I N.although i always happen to forget how u bullied me.ahiz.failure me.
i do hope tt i still love u as a brother n not harbour any evil thoughts to make u suffer.but i tink u do lei.considering the way u treat me wen u buay song tt time.hmph.one dae i will disown u if u keep pushing me to my limits.n will turn a cold shoulder to u.my heart will be hardened to u le.n u will cease to exist in my memory.one dae tt might happen.n noone can blame me.especially u.cos u forced me to be like tis.but i do hope i wun be cum like dat.i dun wan to be as heartless as u.u freak.
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Sunday, September 04, 2005
lalala
its raiiniiiiiiiing.haha.so DARK suddenly.but i LIKE it.bleahx.sounds lame.oh nvm.its so COOLING too.n tts one reason to blog.cos of the rain.wahhas.bored as usual.on a typical sunday.den dunno wads wrong wif me.wake up soo early lor.like abt 7.30 am.hahas TTS very early for me on a SUNDAY.i still wanna sleeeep.zzz.like a PIG.the rain getting heavier n heavier.no mood to go out le.haha.actually wa sgoing to picnic wif my cousins todae.but now nvm.hmm.how NICE it would be if i was able to go play in the rain NOW.it will be FUN.extra fun wif friends la.duh.nth to do.hmph.den yesterdae was so bored.nth to do at all.msn is BORING.well to me.its like getting bored-er n bored-er everyday.haiixx.SIAN.so in the ended up smsing.lols.tts more fun perhaps.den suddenly *blink!* i fell asleep.tts gd.cos i dun like saturday nights becos there r no shows no watch la.if u cant fall asleep n u happen to be stuck at home wif absoluetly nth to do at all.den was grumbling to my sms friend tt i cant sleep.lols.den i slept.wow!friday night lei?i DUNWAN to sleep cos i still wanna watch the 8 9 10 11 news[haha] n 11.30 show!!!haiix.but i fell asleep.men4 si3 ren2.went around reading other ppl's blogs.hmmm.ppl i dono i oso read.now u can c the level of the bored state i m in now.oh.yah.priidda is bald.im bored.different lei?hahas. =))) pig disease laas.keep toking abt sleep nowadays.hahax.den heard from sumone tt ahs has tis tr called mdm teo.n she she speaks funnily.LOL.xiang3 dao4 jiu4 yao4 xiao4. xD she likes to add a "s" at the back of evry word she speaks.dun geddit? eg: gdS morningS everyoneS myS nameS is mdmS teoS.HAHAs.AIN'Ts TTs FUNNYs? oooooopsies. =P
shalalala.i miiss my speaker.my dear speakerssssss.omg.haixx.now cant listen to all the nice ncie songs in my com le.sadd. all because of the mad com element=graphics card.eew.no link laa but it certainly made me cant access to my speakers! mummy n papa juz DUN WAN to buy a new one for me since i can still use the com for my projects.its juz tt i CANT print scan listen to music lor.JUZ onli mah.BOO!.evilness.lots in fact.n they saed tt its me n my brother's fault for using the com too much.n fiting over it like every second.haix.too bad for me.im poor.so must share com.-i wan money- ARGH. i sound so money faced.haha.hu cares.aniway the world is supposed to be unfair mah.so naturally im one of the victims.cant blame anione aniting.bleahx.the depressed illness is cuming on AGAIN.n the one week "holiday" wun realli help.mebbe it will help on the number of hours i sleep lor.spare me from waking up at 6 every morning juz to go to sch.den cant watch shows like"stairway to heaven" hmph.n from all the shitty hw.actually its not the hw i hate.if i can juz understand fully wad mr tan is toking abt wen he toks abt all the maths stuff den probably i will love maths.wow!mebbe if i undertstand fully all the science stuff mr lim is toking abt,tt will be great.dun ask me y i dun understand.cos i oso dunno y i dun understand wen everyone else do.probably i onli got 100++ for my psle n they mixed up my grades wif sumone hu got 257.den tt would explain y i m so stupid in dhs.my parents sae i CANT transfer.well sui2 bian4.wadeva.HAH TIS SURE IS A COLOURFUL POST.yayyss.
gtg.takkaire ppl. =))
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Saturday, September 03, 2005
haha.green font.must go figure it out one day.yesterdae din go for cca.bleahx.thx san peng! haha.den iw ent home to sleep.budden my mum ask me to go out wif her.to eee hospital.den took two medicated creams den went to j8.lol.den go there till quite late den go abck tm n look at vacumn cleaners.-_-""after tt i can finally go home to SLEEP.yay! n ytd i was sick lor.realli sick.down wiof depression n sleepiness.haha.n den i bathed n slept.sleep n sleep till todae morning 10am.wahh.i tink i have slept for abt 15 hours straight?woah!haha so now i realli got evidence tt im sick.not ponding cca. xD
hehs.blueee font.ok.ytd was basically a sleepy dae lot den as for the earlier days, i forgot abt it le.oh yah.thursday.haha.me n the other four n pear's mummy n brother n cousin went to eat at jack's place.pear mummy treat us one.so shiok.haha den we went to buy sth...wanted to take neos again but her mum seemed unhappy so nvm.we went back to pear's hse.on the way back, met my mummy[she was working] n gg's mum.haha.mummie day!den reach her hse de bustop,argh.was raining soooo heavily lor.n we had no umbrellas.hahax.so we had no choice but to run across the road to pear's hse.n so we did.den the stupid unlucky ting happened to ME.eee.i dropped my left shoe.haha.den i ran back to take it.den i ran across the road.phew!luckily there was no car to bang me or else i would have been dead. x_x thank buddha.n all the other gods. =))
hmph.the four of them were over there le n were luffing.unfair.their shoe din drop.haha.we played n eat n tried to take photos.haiixx.but take for so long cant seem to succeed lor.sad rite?so ended up wif a few photos in pear's hp onli.n gc's n sophia's.me n gg dun hav infared.boo.more unfairness.n weilian won.bleahx.i wan kelly to win.kelly kelly kelly!!!but nvm la...at least she got contract n weilian can bring hope to other pple hu r like him?yah so NVM.the adults have more money so they could afford to call n sms for weilian more.lin jun jie rox too!! wow din noe i liked his sons n him so much till tt nite.hmm n junyang plus xinhui oso quite nice.hahas.used to dun like xinhui but now i find her nice. xD actualy they compete so ahrd juz for a contract.haixx.they r all SUPERSTARS.continue to rock on =))) lalas.
gtg now.haven't finished my tutiton hw.actually shd sae i haven't even touched any of my hw.tuition or sch.bad gal.haiiixxx.bb.
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