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LA FILLE: Roseline Tan Jie Yi
years of existence: 15 years and some months
a piscean =D
a Dunmanian
a 3h-er
an edsdancer =D
an ex-Goliener
an ex 6-niner
an ex gongshanger
birthday: 6 March 1992
takes french

*J'aime:
{dancing
{singing
{sleeping
{readng books
{Paris<3
{stars
{friends
{family
{sunsets & sunrises
{Jolin too =D
{MONEY$$$
{plus a dozen million things

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{malicious words
{pests
{losing things
{that & simply
{when everything
{dun go my way =/

{wishlist}


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adobephotoshop
jolin stuff
new bag&wallet
manymanymore

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Wednesday, August 31, 2005

haha.din blog for quite sum time.bleahx.its dead aniway so blog or dun blog oso no difference la.haiixx.i hav TWO HUGE REGRETS of my life.shan't disclose in public here.hmm.actually i have THREE.n many other small regrets la.todae had an added small regret.haiixx.mebbe tt is i a medium regret.urrgh.wadeva.im toking crap.todae dhs dismiis abt HALF AN HOUR LATE lor.unfair.but still must thank HER tis time lor.got to c miss chan n mrs fong.yay.luckily lor or else i would have FOUR HUGE REGRETS.wow.tts alot lei for a 13 year old like me...haiixxx.ren2 ming4 ba.so cos i was dismissed lateat abt 12.30p.m. so wen i reached gongshang, din c abt three quarter of 6.9 la.felt quite angry at dhs dismissal time n oso quite shi1 wang4.haiixxx.din get to pass to mdm hew's card to her.pear made it.haha.i got the honour to do mrs fong's card. =)) n she was as nice as eva.felt quite sad too cos wen i c gsps den i wil tink of lastime den will tink of the fun days during p6.-lala- but still hav to leave la.n grow up...

den after visiting went to macdonalds n we ate there.saw gg's classmate n sum dhs ppl there.err den went to pearline's hse.sophai din go as usual la.haixx.den went there uite funn.yupo.erm den we all went home lorr.haha.the "tok cock" movie we watched at pear's hse was funny.

oh ya.reminded me of sth quite sad n INFURIATING.hmph.todae cos me n sophia cant wait le cos we knew mrs fong was going early todae so if we go abc too late cant get to c her la so we went off early first.den sum pple go call me n scold me lor.LIKE ELO??? i told christine i going early le wad.she sitting right behind me lei.n i got permission de.u all cant blame lor.u all go ask urself la.er3 xin1 de4.sumore not one person is sum ppl.n not onli the first time.i dono y mebbe on my head there's sth saed"im pathetic.BULLY ME." or "im short so U CAN SCOLD ME OR ACUUSE ME." hurhur.wadeva.i dun care le.so they like to scold me ONLI.but pls la im not saying tt i asking them to scold the other ppl hu r at fault [if we r] but they happen to ALWAYS scold me ONLI.blame me for EVERYTING.for things i DID not DO AT ALL.hu cares.shuddup la.hmph.

haiixx.the prayers were not answered after all har?dono.aniway poor elaine her eyes suddenly so pain.alicia---chio.haha n my eyes getting blurry now weird.shit.hope i wun go blind.touchwood.

xXsigning offXx
[[an angry n sad n disappointed me]]



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Monday, August 22, 2005

tt mr tan...k he was kind enuff to photocopy all the ansers of the challenging questions for us but his handwriting is SO ILLEGIBLE.i cant even read n understand.arrgh.so stupid.n tml is the test.the dreaded day.tis is the dreaded week.everyone is sick.both ashley n elaine r.haixx.den tml got art.i havent do.tml got french exam.havent revised.tml got maths test.dun understand.haiixx.n den wednesday got chinese n science.thurs got home econs lor.tts against the dunman high rule.i tto onli one week three tests the maximum?ee.liars.

aniway today my hcl grp got to present la.den ytd onli i go type the words out.den got sum mistakes.kena blamed.but they din even do at all cannot blame me.den luckily they nvr go bargain wif liu to delay or else will minus marks de haixx.wad an embarassing experience todae was.-shivers-

bleahx.juz now slack for sum time lor.was trying to understand maths den fell asleep[as usual] n den wake up no mood le.lolx.so went to search for a nicer blogskin.but cant seem to find one tt suits me.cos almost all abt love here n there.well im not lovesick.lolx.

haha pe todae was fun n haha MAD abit obscene todae.budden ar cos mr lim retiring mahh,so we gave him sth.we as in the sch la.tt i dun mind.the ting i mind is tt the new vp go tok n tok n tok den mr kiw tok again haiz.our precious pe was cut away again by sum time.den todae after sch got a talk abt xiang4 sheng1.lolx.it was great fun.realli made me laugh n laugh till stomachache le.wahh.8++ le.i havent eat dinner yet.

gtg.shall go mug le.i need all the GD luck i can get.haixx.-shaking head-blame it on my stupidity.



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Saturday, August 20, 2005

haha.din noe prida oso got blog.linked her le but i dun tink she noes yet.so bored.ytd slept at 10 liddat dono for wad reason.i still wanna stay up n watch the 10 pm show n 11.30 pm one lei budden i was lying on my bed listening to 933 waiting for the shows n fell asleep.weird.den todae woke up at 9am.wow.i usually wake up at 11.haha.den the first ting i tot of wen i woke up was: i hav tuition at 11.30! n the worst ting is i haven't finished my hw! diediedie.three pages of maths sumore.YUCKS.den now i hav finished one page onli.haha.hope ashley nvr do at all.yay.juz like last week.muahahahaha.-pure evilness-den the other two pages all like quite difficult so no mood to do den switch on the com c if the virus can go away by itself.-_-"" surprisingly i can submit tis entry without the com shutting itself down.hmmm msn has pratically noone la.sianx.den cannot play maple le.sad.i go on maple the com will shut down or hang.mebbe the virus cums from there.omg.having a terrible sore thorat now.ouch.den sneeze oso cant.cos the throat will be pain.wah.cos of maths hw, i haven't even touch the breakfast lying on my dining table.haha.tt will be my brunch i guess.

den pear's bufdae cuming, dunno wad to get for her lor.i tink i will go smwhere n buy sth for her after tuition ba.haixx.oh ya.sophia owes me n gc a birthday present each.for tis year one.lolx.n i realli cant rmb wad was her last year gift lei.but nvm she gave us sth for x'mas.[which i dun realli celebrate -_-""]haha.

den my home econs pencil box is still in a BIG MESS.oh shit.monday my group gonna present sum tingy peer teaching for chinese.n i din bring my tb n ci2yu3shou3ce4 home.diele.den my group members so...nvm.juz my luck to br grouped wif them according to LIU's GREAT way of register numbers.hmph.acc oso cha bu duo liddat.but at least beta lor got yihsin.now like so...out of place.den liddat sure get zero one.mebbe i can borrow tb from sumone living near me.den i can do the presentation.or mebbe sum other grp members do le.wow.tt'll be gd.speaking of tis tot of pw.tt time my com no powerpoint yet n i cant do aniting lor.den always wen they got time i hav third lang.felt useless.but luckily my group members din blame me[thx jy nicholas wenbo n vanessa.]if others, sure blame or sae to spite me.eee.evil.like ahemahem.thx to miss yap too for grouping me wif them.haha.

oh yah.the eng ad.so funni.we hav to erm act out or present an ad we made ourselves la to our music n eng tr.den must choose sum music to go wif the ad.tts the tltm eng+music assignment.mebbe i mentioned in my earlier entries.den my group we made an ad wif ourselves in it.advertising CORNETTO.haha.den at the last min, we decided to compose a song for cornetto using the tune tonghua.so me sophia n prida worked on it.christine oso la.den wen my eng tr saed time was up n we must present now le we must use the lucky draw way to c who go first.den in the end we got 7 wich means we r the last group.at tt time our tonghua+cornetto song haven't finished yet.den eustance's group went first.den tr was quite frus cos like noone wanted to go.so we volunteered.cos we din wan to delay another week den do our ad.juz wanna get it over n done wif.so we played the recorded ad for the class to c n sang our newly made song to the class lor.felt weird.den me n prida did not want to switch off or dim the lights budden mdm jon wanted to.argh.den liddat the class can c clearer our ad.meaning can c us clearer in the ad.haiz.the singing song tingy was funni.sophia's voice pratically covered us but its gd cos her voice nice mah.but according to benjamin he saed christines' voice was the clearest.weird.haha below r the cornetto lyrics.[actually its longer but so far i can onli memorise the chorus part of our cornetto song] here goes:

we like to eat cornetto
because it doesnt drop
n it cums in chocolate n vanilla
there is also chocolate chips n cookies nnnnnn cream
tis is y we love cornetto
lick it n it wun drop at all...

[original]
wo yuan bian cheng tong hua li
ni ai de na ge tian shi
zhang kai shuang shou bian cheng chi pang shou hu ni
ni yao xiang xin xiang xin wo men hui xiang tong hua gu shi li
xing fu he kuai le shi jie ju
yi qi xie wo men de jie ju

yupo tt part.gtg.oh ya.met li huan n priscillia ytd on my way home wif prida n sophia.had a quite nice catching up talk wif them although they were from my neighbouring class.tts all.bb.



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Friday, August 19, 2005


wahh...so long nvr blog le.but doubt anione sees so nvm.

my com spoil le.sad.thx to my brother la.haiz n den tts oso partly the reason y i nvr blog so long le.other half is kinda cos i tink...haha go read the first sentence den mebbe u will noe.

hmmm lemme c.next week i have i tink 4 tests n 1 exam.o great.maths higher chinese home econs n science.french ca3.omg.so probably next week i would be sumhow looking like tis: [c above picture]


den the im currently watching a show la called"xiao3 yu2 er2" is soooo nice.haha.elaine fell in love wif it too!yay.decided to change blog song.wanted to change blogskin too.but judging the tight scheldue i hav next week...no more new blogskin le.aniway i will be too lazy to write all the stuff again la.oh hu cares.

poor me.got sick so many times n nvr go to sch for abt 3 times or 4 times in sec1 le.lastime at most one year 2 times nvr go sch onli...now ar...haiz.wad a poor immune system i have.recently got fever.n yah sore thorat wich is now still making my thorat a little bit uncomfortable la.but dono y jy's voice change lor.but den she dun seem to hav a painful throat lei.den her voice change ar?weird.

though my com very lag now, luckily my printer still ok n the colour print quality is quite gd too.yay.still cant forget the fact tt my bro made my com got virus! argh beta type tis fast or else suddenly the com go siaodingdong again den shutdown or hang for A VERY LONG TIME.

oh ya.the juedui superstars.cried ytd cos kelly n xinhui so touching.yay they put friendship at the first place.unlike tt weilian.hmmm he dun hav tr to teach him singing though b4 he joined tis competition.budden he so insensible.junyang already sooo sad le he still sae: "im so excited to go perform at the indoor stadium." like diaox -_-"" ? poor junyang n xinhui.almost everyone i noe tt watches juedui superstar are supporting kelly than wei lian now.but actually no difference to the results la.we dun vote wad.no money.haha.

den todae had eng test.haiz.the questions i tot i got qrong i realli got wrong.the questions i got correct got wrong.wrong plus wrong.die le.hope i dun fail.den wen i absent tt dae, liu made us do chinese compo which other classes did like LONG TIME AGO la.den now i still havent hand in yet lei.haiz.sooooo long nvr write compositions la n den wen i hav to write, im at a loss.

haha.tt seems very little of blogging considering i a few days nvr blog le.but realli nth i can rmb now tts worth saying.basically all TESTS HW n STRESS.so nvm lor.

oh ya.one more thing.i choosed dance over drama le.dono if i made the right choice.n elaine joining debates.yay. EDS rox!



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Thursday, August 11, 2005

haha todae i tot tt it will be a bad dae.cos my right eye was feeling smaller than the other one? n wen i put contacts inside it will go abit red.-_-""ouch! so i take out lor den i actually wanted to wear specs budden after wating my breakfast my eye felt better den i tried putting it.ok le.but still weird.den my parents need to go to work le must send me to school quickly so i rushed out lor.no time to take out contacts.but i brought my specs to sch i tink.den go to sch eye so weird.en sleep during the joutney to sch.wahh so shuang lei.lolx den reach sch tried to sleep again but failed cos got friends around mah.den sing majulah singapura tt time kiw keep looking.den my eyes keep blinking.argh.den started lessons.yay.mdm john on course so yah, no eng lessons todae lor.haha.den we fooled around as usual.suddenly tis tr came n tell us to keep our volumes down cos the next class having a test.

must be 1H lor.1H la.hu cares.haha they can jolly well hav a test n we canstill hav fun wad.cos i dun remember them keeping quiet for us wen we r having a test.n most 1H trs always soalike as their class one.still remember last time they keep cheering for NO reason.shuang den they cheer.den one dae 1G received a piece of gd news den we cheered.n den guess wad?their tr came over to scold us??!! li
ke elo? hus the one hu has been cheering for the past few days ar?den still ot dozens of tings tt pissed me n the whole class off of them.hmph.ok actually not all 1H ppl liddat la.just a handful here n there their trs hu came to scold us n their chairperson.HE so evil one.wad a bad example for students.no wonder they LIDDAT la.their chairperson set a wrong example mah.

ok den mood started to get better after eng.cos my eyes not feeling weird anymore.hmmm.mebbe i laughed too much le.lolx.err den all was normal blah...den third lang.haha so fun.yupo.we watched a movie.a french movie.actually i tot it was going to be quite boring la but it turned out to be real funny.n exciting too.it was a greater n better movie than the previous one la.my tr so nice.haha.let us watch movies den other classes got to do work.yay.im sadistic.jkjk -_-""

den the trip back was very funny too.we played bullshit.a game which rachel they all intro me de.we played using rachel's poker cards.den dhs ppl transform into pai kias.all sit down on the floor of the mrt n play together poker cards.ppl must hav tot we r addicited gamblers.haha but den again mebbe we r. =P

den very soon reached tampines le.met li huan haha =D haiz.gd times always last for a little while juz like erm fireworks? haha kk gtg le still havent do my maths tuition hw my art hw n my maths hw.GREAT.den in two weeks' time got frnech exam.haiz.bb


p.s my home econs pencil box is a disaster.haiz im juz not talented.



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Tuesday, August 09, 2005

yay haha i went to the tampines celebration at the interchange open field.it was great.especially the fireworks part.haha.if i went there early wif more ppl den surely more fun cos can get seats nearer to the stage n the more ppl the merrier mah.hmmm i dun hav red shirt boo so i wore a white top n i got red pants so i wore it.den i tink cos iw as wearing the opposite colours of the flag so sum ppl keep looking at me wen i walking.-_-"" still got red n white rite? hmph.aniway there were lots of food n agmes at the carniwal there.got the bungee jumping game so fun n scary!!! but sooo long queue lor i did not hav the patience to wait.haiz.wad a pity.hmmm i love fireworks.all so pretty.fireworks wif tje crackling sounds r nicer.but according to ym brother there was a third round of fireworks but i tink i went home already.haiz sad.the one i loved most was the second round cos there was tis part wich had golden continuous fireworks in streams in the dark blue sky.so pretty.juz like the sky was filled wif golden stars.haha.singapore is certainly getting richer ar? but i dun seem to get richer.weird.

tml got tuition.n i finished the hw le except for three qs tt i did not noe how to do.how pathetic.my mummy juz showed me vcds of a show called: "xiao3 yu2 er2" sth liddat de.tt was the one gc was very excited abt n she saes it is very nice i tink.shall watch sum time during free days.had a great dinner jzu now too after the celebration at tampines.oh yah.me elaine n her bro oso took np cards too.haha im so proud of myself to hav persuaded elaine to go.she always dun wanna go n take de.she even put on her blog's profile tt she hates neoprints.wahh but she took.way to go elaine! lolx.

den there was tis part we had to dance n sing the national day song tis year la.reach out for the stars!but i dun like taufik lor.they shd hav put sly in the chinese version mah.so bad n evil.rui en was great.she has a cute n nice voice n she looked so chio on the big big screem on tv.haha.budden i missed the first episode of shooting stars.wanted to c wad it was like but forgot due to the national day excitement.

gtg bb.
p.s ppl r spoiling my mood by telling me tis n tt abt sth.evil lor.

HaPpI BUfDaE sINgApORe!!!



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Monday, August 08, 2005

haha ndp...reminds of sth dirty... n todae got mask making competition den nichollas cum ah gong's mask wif benjamin was connected to ndp too.the eye holes for the mask were N n P.den in the middle got one D.haha.quite creative la.hmmm...den after sch went home to bathe n den go tm again.waited quite sum time for sophia.den go together were late.den erm went in den saw ads.suddenly m n sophia wanna eat popcorn so go out n buy again.by the time we came back the show start liao.sad.but nvm.den watch watch watch[me n sophia screamed] den at the last part pear got tears in her eyes haha.den go arcade played puck.first round:me n gc against pear n gg.guess wad?WE WON!!! -_-"" den guys against guys den guys against gals they win =( den gals against guys again WE WIN =))) erm den took neoprints.lala so nice.but very rushed n me n gc once again decorated nth.lolx nvm.so basically todae was wuite fun except i saw ppl i din really wan to c la.but in all was fun.

hmmm den one scary ting happened.there was tis weird malay or indian guy standing beside gc at the traffic light.den gc suddenly felt sth movie in her bag.eee creepy.so she was so shocked turned ard n saw tt guy fiddling wif her bag.at the compartment wich she out her mp3 hp n wallet n the compartment had no zip.den she stared at the guy the guy turned away n walked very very fast quickly.den i beside gc i saw den we both told sophia den i ran up to the guy n he go stare at me gimme a weird look.i stare back n he disappeared into the crowd.budden we discovered nth was lost so nvr chase after him.but we came to a conclusion tt he was trying to pickpocket sth from gc's bag but did not succeedcos we discovered early tt he was doing so.

wahh.haha gc now still haven't got over the shock n wans to lodge a polic report?! weird.prida so cute.she call me two times haha.den we tok a little while onli cos i in neoprint shop.TT REMINDS ME.i was supposed to take np wif her de lei.but she lives at toa payoh i live at tampines haha.T n T.so far.haiz den her mum quite strict.mine oso la.

tt gc gg n pear so slow still haven't cum online yet.already pass abt 20 mins le since we went home from tampines interchange.haha nvm shall wait for pear to send me nice songs.

bb.



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Sunday, August 07, 2005

hmmm font size was enlarged le.thx jia for ur comment tt my font was too small.n thx ppl for ur taggs.though there r VERY LITTLE.poor me.

haiz.ytd a stupid issue happened in my family at abt 12++? my brother was the CAUSE OF IT.argh.he angered my parents by going to his friend's birthday party n cuming home so late n waking my parents up from their sleep causing my dad to turn ap.my mum too.my dad fa1 huo3 n took the cane n waited at the doorstep for my brother hu had called many times.he was too scared to go up alone so u c he wanted sumone to fetch him.den my mum n dad were very pissed off.n innocent me was watching a how on channel 8 n got scolded too.like it was MY FAULT he cumback so late.

my analysis of tis stupid issue:firstly my parents r so biased.tt time i came back home late from sum tingy wif gc they all n they nvr fetch me up.so gc n gg fetched me up.pooh!wad kind of parents r they?n den my brother lei? like elo? hes a guy hu cares abt him.boo.secondly my brother so fierce n now he acts like a coward.so girlish.onli noe how to cry.thirdly my parents r overboard.scold me for nth.like its my fault liddat.both so ap.dono wads wrong wif them.they shd seriously reflect on wad they did lor.can go consult teenagers physiatrists or howeva u spell it.in chinese means: "xin1 li3 xue2 jia1" den they can learn useful ways of taking care of teenagers n children.they shd scold me for the RIGHT tings n not for tings i NEVER DID.to them: im at a rebellious age [pan4 ni4 qi1] so BEWARE BOO.

ok vented it all out le.tis anger was stored since ytd nite.den again there's a saying:" if u scold ur parents or curse them or beat them or ill treat them, be careful tt u might get struck by lightning one dae." eee.but i din ill treat curse or beat them wad.onli scolded them in a perfectly harmless blog entry.actually hope tt they can c tis n noe wad i tink or else if i tell them straight into the face they will probably sae im talking back n contradicting them AGAIN.they probably din realise tt singapore is a FREE country n i merely used tis right to sae out my own tinking in perfectly gd chinese[gd as in the sense of UNDERSTANDABLE words] n din not scold vulgarities too.hmph.now the anger runs over my body again.blame the seed of anger n rebellion tt had been planted in my brain by THEM.

wow din expect to rite so long.n i still haven't bought a red shirt for national day celebration in dhs tml.die.elaine is lucky to hav a nice n caring mother hu will buy it for her.unlike mine sae:" lang4 fei4 qian2 "aniway i dun care.at the most skip sch tml.omg.such rebellious tots of mine.haha.

n i dun realli feel like going tml.dono y.haiz.

n little manhattan sounds like a gd movie too.i heard from xingyou so yah dono la.

oh gosh here cums my mum again nagging.oops bb.oh she juz accused me of doing sth i did not do now.GREAT.

but i still hav to love them cos they r my only parents.shd feel blessed cos sum pple cant even get to c parents.



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Saturday, August 06, 2005

1g gonna change seating arrangement le...i seating wif dawn lor...my mummie =) haha budden...aiyah dono la.aniway i dun wan sit beside muqiao or yue sing can le.muqiao is ok budden she nvr tok.so quiet.i cant possibly adjust from a noisy fun life wif sophia den to boring quiet life wif muqiao rite? den yuesing so...dono how to describe her.mebbe tis plan will not work?but y liu must change seats lei?so troublesome.waste our time onli.haiz.i wan to sit wif dada n piah.heng not mq or ys!or else i die n rite petition to liu objecting.lols.hmmm a very irritating ting happened to me pear sophia gc n gg's blog lei.unfair lor.our posts seem to DISAPPEAR INTO THIN AIR.sumore i spent so much time riting the post changing the font colour like the same as tis entry.haha.den i oso typed the song's lyrics out n changed the blog song to graduation friends forever by vitamin c.dono wads wrong lei.the skin so nice.hmph.dumbotic tingy tt made our posts invisible on the blog.unfair.must go choose another skin again but tt one was so suitable nice n cute.argh.n i still can remember my sucky maths test.eee.

aiyah the font is like the front part of tis entry lor.too lazy to change all aniway tis entry not even filled wif happiness.boo.



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Friday, August 05, 2005

haiz.todae sux.emotional breakdown dae for a few ppl.hope they get beta.but im not in a much beta state too.lots of ppl could not concentrate at all for the maths test today.due to sum personal matters.i stare at the questions the questions stare back at me.brain was sort of blocked up n could not tink properly.my first q i did like three times repeat.n the third time i den realise i had misunderstood the q.haiz.q2 was ok.q3 is the worst.eee i hate it.boo.i anihow do den i got my answer:66km/h.den wen times was almost up i remembered riting a statement like tis: 2x=114 but dono wads wrong wif me i went to cancel tt statement.after the test i know the answer was 63km/h thru friends' answers n realised tt:2x=114 x=114 divide by 2=57.den 57 + 6=63!!! plus six cos a's speed was more than b's speed by 6km/h.n den x= to thespeed of b's.haiz.how stupid m i.could hav gotten 10 marks lei.n dun tink there'll even be method marks...cos i do in algebra way budden weird weird de cos my tinking is actually modelised way.i tot cannot use models wad.hu noes after the test nat sae can use but must present it in a very very clear way.wow tt'll be ez.cos in prisch we always use models de.so i guess i gonna fail another test again.

feel so zi bei.everyone so clever one.cant blame anione.ytd after third lang dono wad i did la...den fell asleep after juedui superstar.din even touch the maths tb at all.i sososo dun wanna fail.i hate my stupidity.i seriously need sth useful to be done abt maths for or to me.or else my first year in dhs gonna be a serious FAILURE.wahh todae SHE tok n tok den wenbo oso tok suddenly felt like crying lor.well if i get 63km/h i would not feel like crying tt time le.but b4 the test also felt like crying cos c ppl cry.so i sae todae is a BAD DAE.filled wif emotional breakdowns by poor students.but den if i suddenly cry out so weird so i gulped back my tears lor.no choice wad.sumone slap me n let me concentrate more on studies.*piak piak piak* argh.if todae rain like ytd im sure i will cry.i hate myself n everyting unfortunate in my life.in other words my STUPIDITY.i shd get a life.n clever brain too.



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Thursday, August 04, 2005

ooh juedui superstar gonna show le... hmph tis time i wun miss it le.n after all the history notes i wrote for my history test todae i still tink tt i will flunk it lei.den tml got maths test.haiz.i hate my brother la.always so petty.always so stupid.always so irritating.always so violent.always so selfish.always so evil.he sux ttly.argh.now he dun let me watch the show.den keep wanting to play his maple.wish he everyday cum abck late late at 9.30 pm den he bathe den go slp.tt will be great.so now due to him n his unbearable ways i hav to stop here n go watch my show n let him play or else i cant watch.c his sucky ways? one dae i might die at his violent ways.he can go n d*e.i so so so hate him.he shd reflect on himself n tink how i hav treated him n put up wif him over the 11 years since he came to disturb my life.wad a brother.wad a terribly misery n fate i have.haiz.pray n pity me.he ttly spoiled my mood for todae.as if i not enuff worries n stress.the maths test tml abt surface area algebra word problems n volume and density is enuff for me le.still hating him alot.

p.s if tis entry got lots of typo errors is all cos of him.his fault.but according to him its always mine.



8:37 PM
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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

I FORGOT TO WATCH JUEDUI SUPERSTAR.considering tt lots of ppl remind me as they often tok abt it in sch.die.n junyang got 41.5 according to my friend's friend hu told my friend.argh.den derrick get 36.5.haiz sad.ARGH.sumore the theme is huai2 jiu4.must be quite funni.i feel like scolding myself.

"ROSELINE TAN JIE YI HOW CAN U BE SO FORGETFUL TO FORGET TO WATCH JUEDUI SUPERSTAR???"

wow.im acting as if the show is my life.haha well its not but i still cant get over the shock tt i FORGOT to wtach mah.

den y gc n ash noe tt i forgot watch ar?i onli put"wad a poor memory i have.i can forget the all time fav. show.side effects of stress." as my msn nick wad.wow tis proves tt they oso agree juedui superstar is an all time fav.show.haha.

gtg.



9:48 PM
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wahh todae mdm john nvr cum so shuang.haha.so means todae dun hav tfolktale tingy lor mebbe todae lor fridae le.supposed to hav acc presentation too but den wenbo'd grp tok very very long until the bell rings den yay!!!haha no need present le.phew.thx to wenbo n mdm john pr else i would hav died den.cos she nvr cum so got two free periods.so we crapped n played ard.haha the chimpanzee cum yuh ding walk past our class.so me n sophia followed him back to 1c n walked back again cos got tr inside 1c.lolx.den sophia suggested to study for history so we decided to do so lor.the weather after the rain was very cool.so nice.haha.

haiz.tml got history test lei.dead.but i tink friday more pathetic cos got MATHS test.eee.both can juzt ezily kill me.den wen i get back the tests i'll hav to die again.o GREAT.i hate the folktale ting.i dun wanna act the extra plus together.so dumb.hu cares.

hmm gtg le.must study for test.n well, do ART.oh gosh im so dumb.dunno y juz now go n slp?guess too stressed n tired le.bb.



8:14 PM
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005

todae started wif gloomy clouds le dono y feel gloomy.den reach 1c felt their bubblyness haha was cheered up le.den came a weird lit hw?? ok nvm abt tt.hmmm den er reached 1g okok lor.den blah blah blah all the lessons came.haiz.art was quite interesting.we had to use clipart templates printed on a piece of paper tr gave us den draw 4 frames to represent a nursery rhyme.haha.after art den got maths den got stupid irritating shawn's class.shawn limlimlim.he so evil lor.me prida sophia n jy luffing abt sth den he go call ME n ask ME y we luffing den still got others luffing he onli scold us.den he going thru powerpoint presentation so i tot we doing the ws later.hu noes must do now???den he sae i nvr do n waste his time n everyone's time.like elo? hu cares abt u.boo.mr raja beta hmph.if he nvr socld me den i wouldd dislike him le.blame him.evil.argh.den got sumone siao siao de.i nvr do aniting wrong den she go "wo3 gen1 ni3 jue2 jiao1"den ppl tot joking joking de she can go on for sooo long.hu cares.i did not do aniting wrong.SHE IS CHIO n keep insulting ppl.boo.but now i tink ok le.though her msn nick is still sth related to it. -_-"" den go third lang tt time so sian.by the time reach break, me rach n puopuo all so sleepy le.we were slping n slping n den pig no.1 ashley go wake us up?tt blabbermouth.nvm haha.haha i go update my space le.msn space xD bb gtg.



7:47 PM
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