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LA FILLE: Roseline Tan Jie Yi
years of existence: 15 years and some months
a piscean =D
a Dunmanian
a 3h-er
an edsdancer =D
an ex-Goliener
an ex 6-niner
an ex gongshanger
birthday: 6 March 1992
takes french

*J'aime:
{dancing
{singing
{sleeping
{readng books
{Paris<3
{stars
{friends
{family
{sunsets & sunrises
{Jolin too =D
{MONEY$$$
{plus a dozen million things

*lJe detese:
{malicious words
{pests
{losing things
{that & simply
{when everything
{dun go my way =/

nice dance shoes
adobephotoshop
jolin stuff
new bag&wallet
manymanymore

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July 2005[x] August 2005[x] September 2005[x] October 2005[x] November 2005[x] December 2005[x] January 2006[x] February 2006[x] March 2006[x] April 2006[x] May 2006[x] June 2006[x] July 2006[x] August 2006[x] September 2006[x] October 2006[x] November 2006[x] December 2006[x] April 2007[x] September 2008[x]

im scared of 26 out of 66 things. =X haha yet another quiz taken from my fan's site. =D addicted liao shit.

[ ] the dark
[x] staying single
[ ] getting married
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights [somettmes]
[x] cats[ihatecats]
[ ] dogs
[x] birds[theirshit]
[x] spiders and/or other insects/arachnids
[ ] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[ ] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched[huh by wad?]
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[x] failure
[ ] success
[x] germs
[x] thunder/lightning[sometimes but not as much as sophia haha.]
[x] frogs/toads [also not relly tsktsk]
[x] mice/rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[x] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[x] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[x] being robbed
[x] being sexually assulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibility
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[x] snakes [TOTALLY!!]
[x] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs[not counted cos they dun exist now do they?]
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] poverty
[x] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[x] fear
[x] being alone[depends lah..sometimes i like to be alone while otehr times i like enjoyable company]
[x] losing my friends
[x] being blind to things
[x] being deaf
[ ] growing up
[x] being murdered in my sleep

6:17 AM
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heh. my fan has so many quizzes i shall take 123456 =P

Your Answer: Your Age
Just a %

[ ] I know how to make a pot of coffee
[ ] I do my own laundry
[x] I can cook for myself
[ ] I do my chores after being told once
[ ] I actually enjoy intellectual conversations
[ ] I think politics are exciting
[ ] My parents and grand-parents have better things to say than my peers
[x] I show up for school/work every day unless I'm sick..really sick..
[ ] I always carry a pen in my pocket/purse
[x] I've never gotten a ticket
[x] I watch talk shows and point out the incredibility of it all
[x] I know what incredibility means without looking it up
[ ] I drink black coffee
[x] I know how to run the dish washer..or do the dishes
[x] I can count in more than one language
[ ] When I say I'm going to do something, I do it.
[ ] I mow the lawn
[ ] I wash my car
[x] I can make adults laugh..without being stupid
[ ] I study when I have to
[x] I pay attention at school/work
[ ] I remember to feed my pets
[ ] I'm generally organized
[x] I can spell experience without looking at the line above
[ ] The first thing I do when I wake up is get coffee
[x] I can go to the store without getting something I don't need
[x] I understand jokes the first time they are said
[x] I understand the fact that the world always screws someone over
[x] I can type fast, because I type every day
[ ] My choice in clothing is acceptable in an office or something like that
[x] I can watch politics and laugh because I understand what is going on
[ ] I no longer watch cartoons.
[x] I have realized that the weather forecast changes every hour
[x] I can look at someone hot and not think of sex
[ ] I have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[x] I can read a book and actually finish it
[ ] People have said that I act older than I am
[x] I can be sent on an errand and not get side-tracked

oh. im not childish haha. i act like a 19 year old =0

6:09 AM
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hehe. stoleasked this quiz from sumei. lols.

Name 3 schools you went to?
ehh PAP at blk 106?? gongshang primary school =) and dunman high!

Name 3 things in your purse/wallet?
money duh. friendship cards and ez-link haha.

Name 3 things you always wear?
hahahahaha. t-shirt. sch skirt. sch shirt.

Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed?
cry. scream. listen to sad sad sad songs. or those very rock songs.

Name 3 favorite songs right now?
舞娘 马德里不思议 假装！

Name 3 favorite persons in life?
mummy papa. and haha.

Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis?
toilet? my house? kitchen to look for food =D

Name 3 things you like to do?
listen to music. play com. dance.

Name 3 favorite fruits?
durian! mango! cherries! [not those bright red ones found on birthday cakes]

Name 3 things you are addicted to?
manymanymany. im getting bored of this quiz =X

Name 3 favorite hobbies?
isn't it like the question somewhere above -.-

Name 3 career choices?
hmm.

Name 3 goals in 2006?
2006? oh okay. erm get 70% for average? lols. and err u no need to noe la.

Name 3 plans for tomorrow?
read eng review book. start on copying cheng2yu3s. pack stuff in bedroom. [BORING TUESDAY.]

Three Names You Go By?
ros. chenjieyi. hahaha. erm bimbo -.-

Three Things That Scare You?
creepy crawlies. supernatural stuff. tragedies/sad things happening.

Three of Your Everyday Essentials?
huh. hp? wallet? food?

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now?
hahahaha. undergarments lol. shirt+shorts. oh tts 4 things.

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists?
Jolin :)) WangleeHom :) linJJ haha.

Three Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN LOVE)?
err. trust. security. concern.

Two Truths and a Lie (in no particular order)?
i am going to get a black tee for class gathering!
i am watching superband for the first time just now and i tink they are weird. HAHA LOOK AT THE ZHOUCHONGQING'S HAIR. LOL.
i hatedislike the belinda from the superband show.

Three Physical Things about the Opposite Sex That Appeal to You?
err. nice eyes. haha dunno.

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation?
PARIS. =D
new zealand =)
egypt! haha. no la. dunno.

Three things you want to do before you die?
fulfill all my dreams =)

Three People I would Like to see take This Quiz?
bra. boob. babboon. hahahahha.

5:32 AM
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hello blog =D haha. i sound spastic nvm. anyway din blog for some days le. on friday, sophia me and ashley went home together. hmm like the early sec 1 days lols. except elaine jarib christine not with us =X den we crapped alot la. haha gongshang pupils have wonderful SMART =) crapping skills.

hmm forgot wad happened on sat. but it was that day i realised i have fever. =X im always so unlucky where got ppl get fever on the FIRST day of the holidays. okay not really first day becosthe first day of holidays is monday actually. tts the excuse of me not wanting to satrt on the holiday HOMEWORK i have. hehs. ithink i vaguely rmb being sick on the first day of holidays too lor.

my brother got caned just now =0 and i din sympathise. feeling kinda guilty now. he sat beside me using the other chair to likie kick my chair so that i will like fly? to another palce dne he can sit down at my place and use the com. but of cos im not an 0il-saving lamp.[haha directly translated from chinese] i dun let him use cos he played the com from like 12 to 7 today. and he used the com ytd night until 1am plus. HES ONLY 12. and he kept using the phone while playing MAPLESTORY. waste money lah. play com and use phone for so long. and his annoying friends kept calling and they aren't all exactly very polite.some are okay and some just go:" EH WAYNE...blah." hello? im not HIM. irritating 12-year-old-like-to-act-seh-and-the-msn-nicks-so-many-designs-think-very cute-boys.

on a lighter note, tml will be going to watch x-men 3 with angelina and yuehuan. haha. dunno what to wear. no clothes =X thurs still must wear black lor.not funeral touchwood is cos got wad dresscode? black top and jeans. den i realised i dun have black shirts. den if i wear other colours like very extra. so whether i going depends if i have black shirt haha. i think i will be broke soon. cos tml sure use alot of money considering angelina there =P haha. benchwarmers oso dunno wad movie. sounds weird. prida and jy wun be going for movie this thurs too. cos they will be in china. pity them have wad practice from 9 to dunno wad time. so kelian. and i heard that those co ppl not going to china will be demoted lei, so kelian right. din noe co was liddat =X so evil.

hmm out of boredom, i researched abt the benchwarmers movie haha. hre it a short description of the movie:
Gus and his nerdy buddies, Richie and Clark, are scouted by a millionaire nerd, Mel, who wants to form a baseball team and compete with the meanest Little League teams in the state. A stellar ballplayer, Gus becomes a role model for nerds and outcasts everywhere. But when his fans learn that Gus, himself, was once a school bully, they feel outraged and betrayed, until Gus takes extraordinary steps to win back their admiration and trust

hmm orange seems a nice font colour. haha anyway, benchwarmers dun seem very appealing. i like romantic comedies lols. this one is a sports comedy. speaking of sports, my dad saw this ronaldino[howeva u spell his name]poster in teenage magazine that i bought and he took it out saying that he wanna paste it up 0.0 den my mum saw another poster of another football player christiano ronaldo[dunnowad] and she oso took it out from the mag. [cos the mag got posters in it den must cut it out or sth] den my bro saw a x-men poster and he oso wanna paste it up. O.O my mum was like no space le. den i dun want to be odd one out so i said i will paste the jolin poster i got along with her recent album. -.- haha funny poster-pasting trend in my family.

oh yah, report book is out. and my results improved! yay! thanks nicole and ms seow? for maths! haha. my average is 68.5 only. but still its better than my average for the semesters last year. the saddest thing is my chinese no A1 and my english become B3 from A2. sad lah. ARGH. my english sucks. but this time no ranking. abit weird. and they nvr count DNT!! SO UNFAIR!! prida said other classes got count home econs lei...and li lao shi said if our class nvr count and other classes got count, means ours got problem. den can change and our average will be higher!yay. haha but i doubt can go to 70% anyway even if i added my dnt marks. if really adding, oso hope to add the 86.5 one. if add the lower one which is like 6o+ will die cos my average will be pulled down. haiz. the trouble of ebing in a mep class when u r not taking mep. sometimes i wonder what it would be like if im not in a mep class. would everything be better? i dunno but i will miss 2g ppl for sure!

okay gtg now. this is quite a long post.

7:56 AM
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today was so slack! 3 pple din come today, CHRIsTINE benjamin and shouyu.eew the flu bug attacking 2g pple again. and den ytd night i was sneezing like crazy once again. den couldn't sleep lah so kelian.

haha we watched charlie and the chocolate factory. watched until the violet become a big fat blueberry. tt time at weijia's hosue we already watched some fo it le but nvm, its at least better than studying. though the songs inside very irritating and lame. the special effects are nice though. haha. and den mrs wong and mrs kumaran are so funny! and ms tan and mrs wong are ultra funny! everytime ms tan's lesson, mrs wong will come in cos she ahs to make an impt announcement lah.[recently] den ms tan will be like timing how much time mrs wong use den their reactions will be very funny. of cos its like joke lah den when ms tan ends her lesson late and after her lesson is mrs wong's lesson, she will be like "oh no i better be faster" den now she noes that mrs wong owes like like a few mins she will ask us to help her remind mrs wong. haha. funny teachers. =D

hmm. jy received a mysterious card today. hehe i think i know who it is. shall bring the 'evidence' tml. she was like teying to guess who issit for the whole day. and the 2g guys are practising soccer lols. for inter-class. first time i see them so..hmm erm interested in sports? lols. dunno becos most guys in dhs play badminton and chess at first. lols.

haiz. i tink my average marks very lan. =X compared to others. tml there will be NO THIRD LANG. yay =) the freedom of going home at like 1.30! but actually when there's no cca on fridays, i will go home at 12.30. lols. but i hope theres cca.

loy said our results were not very good and den she let us watch a film. -.- MAJOR IRONY. okay but the movie is real nice. very touching. its called LES CHORISTES. THE CHOIR. haha theres a little boy called PEPINOT[pepino] inside and hes damn cute! so cute! lols. even cuter than the charlie in charlie and the chocolate factory. okay but charlie in the chocolate factory only eyes cute lah hes quite big liao. pepinot is ultra cute! haha. the french movies are all quite nice. as in those i have watched from sec 1 till now. i can rmb taxi1 taxi2 wasabi this one and another one which is quite nice onli. the toehrs all very nice.

oh yah today got this funny thing happened too. like quite alot of pple got pronounciation prob. haha. at first it all started with nicole pronouncing REASON as REGION accidentally of cos. lols. den we kept laughing. den next was me. i said CHRISTINE as CHRITINE. LOL. den was daniel lols! he pronouncing ENGLISH as ENGLIS. sumore he was like toking to the tr or the class den me jy sophia and nicole burst out laughing. haha ppl must have tot we mad. lols. den i came up with this sentence with the rest: you have no REGION to say CHRITINE doesn't like ENGLIS. hahas it takes skill read this sentence properly in the right pronounciation okay. lols.

okay gtg. today was an emotional day. hope everything turns out fine for everyone. =) a hug really makes one feel better haha.

7:11 AM
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ahhhh im super bored. dun really look forward to the holidays cos will be stuck in boring sg again. nicole is going overseas and i dunno why but it seems like sophia prida they all wun really go out. bleagh.im typing crap.

the parent-tr meeting was okay la. ms tan said i like to daydream. haha its true lor. cos i listen and listen to her lesson or anyother tr's lesson, my mind will suddenly wander off to sth else. den she said my science is okay lah but i need to pay more attention den i will improve and i have to revise everyday lah. which is sth i had never done so from p1 till now-to revise what the teachers have taught for the day no matter what subjects. must work hard! but ca1 is like 40%?! more than sa and ca2?! wad the. so stupid lah. and i know my science results le...B3-65. haiz nvm.

den met ms seow too. she said my maths is okay but as compared to 2g ppl, it will look like my maths is bad lah.[which it is] she said 2g's maths standard is very good in comparison to the other classes shes teaching now. den she told my mum i have to ask qs if i dunno and to practise lor everyday to improve. sigh. theres a maths test next tuesday too. simultaneous equations. hmm. i sorta of like that topic some time ago but now i kinda forgot what the topic is abt le. shall refresh my memory afterwards.

yesterday was fun. hahas. its like considered a more successful gathering than before liao lo. and this time its we organise ourselves one dun have like teachers present or anything. cos the other successful one was at mrs fong's hse. although quite alot of ppl couldn't make it. mus tthank gc's parents most. haha. at first, things were kinda sian lor. den the guys jsut play soccer and the ball keep dropping into the pool. like got 3 times or more lols. den they used the life-saving pole to take the ball up. hmm den we started to bbq and weihui arrived shortly after we started. i tink we quite failure in bbq-ing at first. although msot of us got home econs. but they nvr teach su how to bbq lah. seriously they should cos its like one thing[bbq] we would do more often than baking cakes etc?

den we just eat and talk lah. den got lots of funny plus lame things happen. cannot remember le. gg kept taking photos of the food too lols using sophia's digicam. den soon it ws nightime. den i think we were still eating and talking. i think i really put on alot of weight ytd. sian. den take photo my arms look so fat. =X okay nvm. den sophia went home. den dunno wad happened, suddenly we played blind mice in the playground. lols. its fun lor though quite childish lah. haha. den i kena catcher one time. gg gc and yr nvr kena at all i think. and weihui was taking a video all along lols. den we play till like 10 pm den we all went home le. =) yay. quite a successful gathering ytd, at least we all did talk together abt stuff like p5/p6 times den got alot of racist jokes and stuff abt ghost stories in our schools now especially david's favourite pontianak. =X

haha. haiz. the com man was supposed to come like NOW. but he cannot at the last min so yea, i'll have to wait till tml. now im using the com in a safe mode and i cannot listen to music or use the scanner/printer! den my jolin album is still with PRIDA. haha and i wanna listen to other music oso cannot cos i have no cds now, no music very sian de lor. plus my desktop is weird and ugly. but still i must be thankful i can still blog and go online or else, i will die of boredom!

okay gtg now. byebye.

12:31 AM
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just finished typing the poem for nicole. hahas. to NIC: please dun mind if the poem is weird and gay and if the decorations not nice =X

anyway i did the multiple intelligences test as we are suppsoed to do and the results are wrong. my logical/mathematical got 4 lar whihc obviously is inaccurate considering my maths results and science results. so im going to choose the toehr 3 which is interpersonal intelligence/kinesthic[howeva u spell it] and visual]spatial intelligence. although the last one oso abit inaccurate but nvm. i only have four 4s anyway. my intrapersonal got 1. =X

today got back more results..some are good but as comapred to the rest of golieners..err its like bad. so summary of my results now:

english-B3!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH. i sitll haven't got over it.
maths-A1!! but u noe wad, im like one of the lowest in class cos everyone got like 80++ and highest is 96 and i got 77 -_- nvm.
chinese-A2. no A1. hai. one hope gone =(
science-dunno yet but i tink i get B4. hai.
literature-A1! yay. =D but alot of ppl got A1s too so yea.
history-err forgot but should be B3 or B4 =X
geog-oso forgot standard should be like about history..hai. i dun like science geog and history lah.
art-B3? forgot.
dnt-A1! unbelievable.

but the pathetic A1s i have so far the marksheets all got two one orlike weird. den dunno if the marks are accuarate. veryunsatble lor. shall PATIENTLY wait for my report book to be given out to us some time next week. tml got the what parent-tr meeting thingy and my mum took leave to go tml. haha. i sorta forced her. sophia and prida's timeslots will be the same as mine too although they are even numbers and im an odd number but they swopped with others. nicole is an odd number but she will be going with jy for the even numbers' timeslot.

and after the meeting tingy, got 6.9 gathering. lols. a bbq at gc's hse. hope there are ppl hu go, no suaning or niao-ing, fun times enjoyed again. please let it be a success! shall blame gg if its not one hehe. no la jk.

surprisingly, my com survived till i can like actually print the poem out and type this out. anyway the screen is like shifted to the right side lor. weird. always got this problem one. HAIZ. stupid. always spoil at the wrong time. sian. printer oso like running out of red ink =X

today me nic jy and prida made up this song in addition to the dhs version:

dunman high
near the sea
this is where
i wanna be
for the next
fe-eew years
with my classmates and my teachers and me-ee-e.

roseline
and sophia
and prida
and christine
with nicole
and jy
together forever in dunman high.

the letter G
stands for GOLIEN
it is where
we all belong
fun and joy
peace and laughter
united forever in GO-LI-EN.

lols.looks abit gay when typed out here but its so nice whenw e sing it okay. especially when this is a time when many ppl and friends will be like deciding whether anot to leave dhs and some are like CONFIRM leaving. dillema. haiz.

okay gtg. byebye =D

7:49 AM
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Name 20 people you can think of right now. Dont read the questions until you have named the 20 people. At the end of it all, choose 5 people to do this.

1. grace chew
2. nicole
3. jy
4. sophia
5. christine
6. prida
7. grace gan
8. pearline
9. samuel
10. charlie
11. david
12. ashley
13. sumei
14. benjamin
15. eustance
16. timothy
17. yinrong
18. desiree
19. yuhding
20. anthea

How did you meet #14? [benjamin]
erm at dunman high during 1G.

What would you do if you never met #1? [grace CHEEEEEEEEEEW]
i would lose one great friend! =)

What would you do if #20 and #9 dated? [anthea and samuel]
erm i dun tink they noe each otherat the moment. but samuel already has prida in mind so yea. =D

Did you ever like #19? [yuhding]
O.O erm no i wun like the unsehh echo leader hehe. :)

Would #6 and #17 make a good couple? [prida and yinrong]
OOH. so fun.

Describe #3
JY. haha shes mad den her laughter very unique and shes nice. neat freak lols. but someitmes very blur. and lame. den we are both the slower ones so yea we call click well =)

you think #8 is attractive?
PEARLINE. shes SUPER DUPER ATTRACTIVE. can see from the number of suitors she has lah.

Tell me something about #7.[grace gan]
shes very evil. hah. [jk]

Do you know any of #12's family?
eh should be bah. his mother and father and his sister called janice?

What's #8's favourite(s)? [pear again lols.]
dunno. she got alot =P

What would you do if #18 confesses to you? [desiree]
haha. she already les with vanessa lols.

What language does #15 speak? [eustance]
ehh. only nic-understandable lang =))

Who is #9 going out with? [samuel]
hmm. PRIDA?

How old is #16 now? [timothy]
err 14.

When was the last time you spoke to #13? [sumei]
MY siao JUNIOR. wahah. today =D

Who is #2's favourite singer/band? [nicole]
ME. =) she loves me =D

Would you ever date #4? [sophia]
haha. we have already been together for the past like almost 4 years. [okayjk im not les lols.]

Would you ever date #7? [grace gan]
ee dunwan. =P

#15 single? [eustance]
ask #2 she knows best!

What is #10's last name? [charlie]
err goh?

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with #11? [david]
err this is a weird q.

What school does #3 go to? [jy]
she loves DUNMAN HIGH. alot. ALOT. hahs.

Where does #6 live? [prida]
hees. asl #9. [samuel doesn't it sound familiar? lols.]

What's you favourite thing about #5? [christine]
her niceness and understanding-ness :)

and now the five people to do this: whoever is free and bored. (: `quoted from NIC.

lols. firstly was thinking abt 6.9 den tot abt 2G den tink abt 6.9 again. den tot about echo. lols. so some of the names are at funny places =X okay gtg. haven't do geog file yet =X nites!

7:34 AM
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my cutest sec 1 junior. ahhahaha.















all sec2 dancers =D <3 EDS!

yay. pics. lols. and dear angelina i will bog abt the part when we saw san peng and zona swinging on the swings and benjamin and regina sitting so leisurely on the see-saw. there. done. lols. but seriously lah when me sophia anthea and angelina saw them, we burst out laughing dunno y. cos we were like deciding if they were them den suddenly realised its really them den keep laughing. dunno. and tt sports leader guy was quite funny too. we must be too happy then as we had just finished our 2.4 run.

haha. shall do nicole's post thingy tml or sth. and here comes my aunt to my hse with ehr friends who come to stay here dunno for wad reason..?? all are mad abt 5566?! err dots. she will surely fight over the com with me to watch her CDS abt her DEAR 5566. hai. she always has to come wen my com is feeling unwell. =X and my GRAPHCIS CARD abit mad lor and she has to use to WATCH VCDS. i dunno got link anot but both r like sorta graphics-kinda ting. okay gd nites!

6:59 AM
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ahhhh now when i use the com, i have this very worrried feeling. cos i dunno when it will like automatically shut down or sth. i dun want it to be spoiled =X hai. recently i feel that i wasted alot of my mummy's money. firstly, i bought jolin's album. den someone stole my money. den erm...i lost my shoes and metal buttons den have to buy den now the com dying have to repair den alot of other things. i feel so guilty. =X

lols im currently in love with 舞娘 马德里不思议 开场白. haha ima nnyoing prida by singing to her cos she call me. lols.

today's french exam was hard. as usual lah to me. i only started sutdying on wednesday lor and cos me anthea and joanne only realised that our exam was today on tuesday. LOY din even tell us or anything and we were all busy practising for oral exam liao. i really dun like loy. she sucks! and she din do alot of things shermaine's tr did with them. she so lazy. and keeps us crap hw that pple dun do and wun help. mad woman.

den today at school wasn't a very good day anyway. always got imitated by ppl. nvm im influential =D tts one way of looking on the bright side of life. received my overall ca english marks and dnt and literatuee and history too. got back chinese test results too. was very shitty. haiz. my hsitory onli like 61. so lan lor. den dnt is abit conufsing lah, tehre are two marksheets, one is which everyone got very high and another oen is everyone got lower. i hope its the higher marks one[duh] den i will have at least 2 A1s inlcuding literature. if my lit marks din decrease. cos there are also 2 marksheets for lit lor. dunno which one the correct one. one i got 72++ the other i got 76++. ALOT OF DIFFERENCE. cos one is A2 one is A1. haha. den my napfa can die lah. so lan. i ahte sit and reach. i got an E. =( and den my 2.4 km run less than one pathetic second can get A lor instead of B. the timing needed was <14.21. my timing was 14.22. HOW LUCKY CAN I GET? den cried abit cos i tink of my chinese test and my sit and reach and my B 2.4. hai.

haha nicole is asking me to read ehr blog now. seems like theres some funny thing there. byebye =D oh and theres no cca tml. so sad. cos its a break after EDS NITE. =)

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my com is experiencing the same old problem again. something wrong with what the graphics accelerator thingy. or the graphics card. oh man. i hate this. now have to call for repair soon. hope it recovers soon or else i will die =X I HATE MY COM.

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yeah pics. =) they are of the eds nite booklet. haha. and i slept veyr long ytd nite. from like 6 plus i slept till this morning 8 plus. wow. i must be real tired. luckily today no school =D yay! but still have annoying third lang afterwards. FRENCH ORAL. omg. haiz. den its like very ahrd to prepare one cos the tr will just ask u qs and u have to answer dunno for sure wads she gonna say. two more dhs ppl have quit third lang le..as in sec 2 level lah. some guy called chunlong from ashley and niC's class. and rachel! ahhh. two down. dunno who's the next one. probably me =X and in the first palce french ppl are very uncommon liao. rahh. i really really admire the sec 4 third lang pupils. haha. i lost my metal buttons. and i forgot to buy. =X si le. later dunno wear wad. got oral so dun tink can wear class tee or any other school t-shirts right? skarly i can't take the exam.

shall go try to revise now. got back test results. not good not good =(

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yay MI3 was nice. the 'rabbit's foot'. hm skarly really is a rabbit's foot. to amke it sound more refined, it shall be called the rabbit's appendage. lols. M13 is nice. i feel like watching poseidon too. it sounds nice. but i pok liao. haiz so fast. my $50 dunno fly where le. it was supposed to be in my pouch rahhh. i shall find it soon. nicC saysmaybe we can watch with hueva wans to come on tuesday. cos its a holiday for dunmanians. some pap-declared holiday on winning the elections and den dhs decided to put that holiday on tuesday lor. BUT THERES FRENCH ORAL ON THAT DAY I JUST REALISED. while typing this. -_-"

ok so i cant go watch now. =(

i haven't practised french oral. i haven't revised for science spa test. i haven't did hw becos my hw in school. i very scared my books all go missing lor. cos we are supposed to clear our books under the desk. and apparently liu din tell us earlier. she like told us on the day we are supposed to clear out the books itself. den sumroe she ask prida to write on the board after the chinese test. by that time, i was already off to eds full dress rehearsal le lah. wah if all my things under my table go missing, i can go commit suicide. =X please let them be safe and sound under my table and i can find my table tml morning wen i go sch.

i will proceed to do my pccg portfolio afterwards. as long as i know i have time, i will push it to the last mind de haiz. in things that i dun want to do lah. unlike things iw ant to do i will do it straightaway like now. met pear today. and shes still as tall, pretty and MAD as ever. lols. by the way,

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! =D

oh yah. turns out i guessed correctly man. my mum did read the letter b4 passing it to me. thinking im so dumb to believe that she din peet at its contents. she din like show any emotions out[at least not on her face] after reading lor. until at night i wa slike probing and probing den she was like admitting that she DID read it liao. not fun de. haha. and i feel guilty again i din buy anything for my mummy. but i still love my mummy okay.

shi4 shang4 zhi3 you3 ma1 ma1 hao3!

2:02 AM
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=( =)

haha. okay today is such a happy/sad day. i will never forget today. i hope no one does forget or else its a tragic thing. anyway today was the last performance for eds nite this year la. and at first, there was problem getting fullhouse cos alot of ppl promised den cmi last min. and today's concert is like extra one[usually we only have two days, this year got 3] so if dun even have halfhouse[?] den sure kena scolded. but luckily, things turned out well =) im happy.

b4 the performance everyone was kinda sian. den things got better when 7.30 pm neared. and i no need be pilot too =) was like very elated but felt guilty =X but i really dun wanna be pilot mah. haha must thank mr ken and cindy cos she told me i no need be one. or else i would be like very down lor today.

sec 2 dance aka pubaholics was okay i guess. i think we improved alot since the last performance =) and that's already sth to be happy abt now. we shall improve more but somehow i think i did not really improve much. its very sad if u noe u disappointed someone[s]. even more sad than ppl laughing or sth. especially someone who tries her best to help and all that. i hope i din disappoint that much.

floorshock aka the upper sec dance rocked the audience again =D happyhappyhappy. saw their dance alot of times but nvr got bore dof it. and we went abit mad today during rehearsal and we tried to imitate the seniors' dance den did some weird movements here and there lols. i think vanessa recorded it down wahaha. dunno she got delete anot. and i ordered the dvd liao. hahahaha. yay. someone remind me to pay mdm kheng on monday?

den yea very soon performance over le den we were supposed to go meet vanessa after floorshock. budden some of us din hear so like no one realised until i say. then we went after a while. skarly go into the co room where we supposed to meet vanessa we sorta spoil the atmosphere. =( anti-climax lor. she was saying sth very touching from the bottom of ehr heart kinda things den we walked in. the rest were like tearing and crying liao lor. haiz. den sit down, hear vanessa speak, see the seniors and some juniors cry. den karen went to plly this song and i started crying. anthea was trying to calm me down cos i suddenly cry alot. mad me. al becos of the song. ahaha. janelle oso cried alot. and the sec 1s too. and of cos vanessa cried lah and some seniors.

den she gave out cards to us and very meaningful things. sparks and matchsticks. so that we can pass down what we have learnt to the rest of the generations and all that. so we can carry on shining and the flame and sparks will forever be there, being passed down seniors to juniors in eds =) den it made us cry more lah. den we took pics. and den they did a floorshock encore too :) and den all the dancers hu haven't left yet[cos some sec 1s already left long ago] gathered around in a circle and we lighted the sparkers thingy. den we passed down the flmae to one another in a circle. did cheers too =) but haha got ppl say wrong lah lols. and there was alot of smoke too. saw the last year sec 4 seniors too. they all look so radiant.

i wished there was time to take more pics. and more time to like celebrate and party together. and more time so the seniors wun leave us so soon. the farewell party will be like soon becos sec 4s surely go into some hibernation period for o levels? den they no need go cca de. haiz so sad. but of cos its impossible.

i love my seniors and juniors =) without seniors, eds dance wun be like eds dance anymore. and vanessa will be like leaving this year. although ppl can say she can come back but the feeling is of cos different le. and eds will lose another great dancer :( wihtout juniors, there will be no bubbly feeling kinda thing and motivation le. the more the merrier:) lols. and of cos without the rest of the sec2s, i will be very lonely in my level le. i hope no one is gonna leave for ip lor. not cos of wad the dhs staff always say lah. but cos if they leave den eds is like incomplete or sth. i shall prepare for the farewell party as much as i dun wan it to come so soon.

i love the person hu invented things like cameras .cameras can help keep mermories =) becos it can take photos. erm okay duh. haha. and tml i will be goign to watch MI3. haha. happy. =) there are many smileys in this post and im loving it. lols. i sound like some macdonald ad =X shall push things such as french oral, pccg portfolio and wadeva shitty homework i haven't done. okay gtg now. im sure everyone will miss the seniors who are leaving this year. we will surely miss vanessa de. though we dun get to like meet everyday and when we all have dance practices, we obviously can't talk lah, but the bond is still strong right? all of us may not have alot to tok abt like when we are with our best friends same age as us but wo3 men2 hai2 shi4 ai4 one another de4. =) so i say today is a happy/sad day lah.

<33 EDSuperSEHH. =)

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i din do any work today. feeling guilty. and my brother flunked his chinese. im worried for him =X its his prelims lah. 3o++/90 isn't something to be happy about. okay this sounds weird. i can't even cope wiht my own things and i go worry abt his. when im not very hardworking in the first place.

my mum received the letter. so weird. cos elaine told me her mum receievd le so i asked my mum not to open first den she wa slike okay. but when she gimme the letter, it looks sorta opened?! i dunno. but she shows no reaction. my dad oso. so i asked my mum to read when im sleeping haha. cos really lah very awkward. nicole's mum read hers when she was sleeping yesterday night. and..

happy belated birthday to elaine! =)

i think i owe LOTS of presents to pple. ahhhhhhhhhhh.

and sum ppl are very bothersome sometimes. just becos they r i dunno bored? den do weird things. though apology is given but still. tml have to go sch at 8. =X received some last min news too. feel very very vexed and confused. its like its not i dun wanna do but im afraid i cant do it. budden i cannot say i dun care cos im part of the whole big family? problems seems to crop up at the last min. i dun like those ppl hu break their promises. but wad mrs wong said was quite right though =X they/we shouldn't have done that.

oh yah i almsot forgot

HAPPY VESAK DAY!

lols. christians always go happy good friday so i go happy vesak day lor. but i din eat vegetarian food today. weird. my mum wans me to go malaysia for some thing on the 17th of may. which is like erm next wednesday. i haven't checked if theres any test that day but i noe on the 18th of may its FRENCH ORAL EXAM. time really flies. i haven't practised. i feel like quiting lei how? haiz. i din even touch my books for abt a week. i haven't gone to moelc for about one week plus and it feels GREAT. but if i quit i canot learn leuntil mebbe jc or wad. hard hard choice. =(

its nearing 8 now. i shall go bathe le haha. am quite happy today cos i went to collect my jolin albumthat i pre-ordered. nicole yihsin and prida are on the waiting list. just sent all the songs to elaine too cos she accompanied me go collect and i still owe her abday present lols. i love all the tracks except 1 and 8. hehs.

byebye. hope tml goes well. =)

oh wait i juts realised when i was looking at my posts just now:

yihui
deborah
alicia
desiree
yuhding
kokswee
junhao
ashley
louise
cheryl
tricia
yujia
yi gang
wanbo
yihsin
roseline
vanessa
wansze
felicia
zhenzhen
wanqing

HAHA. so coincidental. the rumoured couples in echo. lols. i hope noone comes after me after this post. haha. so sad wanbo and vanessa the names separated. ahh lameness. okok bb.

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YAYAYAY. im back from camp. and now im missing it. =(

haiz. when we went there, its like our spirits not high at all but when we leaving, sorta felt sad and she3 bu4 de2 lor. cos its a once-in-the-lifetime kinda thing. and we can't take our instructor's contacts cos of sum company policy so yea..all these will just stay as memories.

well, the thing i hate there is the toilets and the tents stuff lor. luckily got rain so we had to mvoe to somewhere with a more stable shelter so gals got to move in dorms and guy moved into huts lor. i love the dormitories much more lah. but nevertheless, there are still the insects ang bugs. bite here and there. i got like 10++ mosquito bites[ and eds nite is on 14th may =X] and many cuts plus two knee injures. my right toes feel weird. must be due to excessive walking when we went out on a hike on the 3rd day of camp. i think we walked more than 10km. pro-ed :) we finished 13 stations out of 18 k? some groups like only do the compusory oens den went back le.

den the activities are very fun. best of the whole camp programmes lah. den we din manage to do rock-climbing and river-challenge. haiz. so sad. cos it suddenly rained. den glenn was like saying that its mebbe due to him as the groups of students he took before for the past 3 times, they have nvr managed to do the rock-climbing activity due to rainy weathere. lols. was kind of pissed off on the second night. mood swing lah. so when the camp chief was toking i gave a buay-song face. christine saw my buay-song face lols. den when the rest cheered or clapped, i was like 'wadeva' during most of that period.

and desiree is very funny lah. kept asking glenn weird and irrelevant questions and he replied her. lols. things such as how may cousins u have etc, are they married etc etc. lols. shared gossip too and we did our banana dance and cheered again when we were waiting for the otregroups to do their cleaning duties today just before going home. sang peng2 you3 oso. and ashley and yd voices dying liao. haha exhcanged juicy gossip abt ppl in dhs oso. looks are deceiving lols.

first day of camp, we had nature ramble at first. it was the first time i walked thru so much grass and my legs/hands got cuts cos got thorns on some of the palnts. den its oso the first time i sat in mud. the first time i lied down on a mangrove swamp and it was full of muddy water. den my shoes almost got stuck in the mud but luckily din lah. anyway that pair of shoes and socks already thrown away by me le. haha. and we oso did the king of the hills activity. its the one we had to climb up a mat on a hill and the mat is slippery with soap and water. that one was very challenging. alicia was the woman of that day lols. cos she the first one to go up without any help =O i fell down lots and lots of times. thats when i got my left knee injury. den pitched our own tents too. plus came up wth group flag cheer and poster haha.

second day we did those non-dirty activities first. those were quite fun too. especially the spider-web one, the ladder of success and the one which 8 ppl had to carry the rest from one point to another. and the 8 ppl are standing in an enclosed area with ropes separating them into pairs. den among the pairs, their legs will be tied together. as in one leg of one person out of the pair lah.den the guides in our group were the savers of the day cos they had to tie lots of knots etc. felt so gong there cos i dunno how to tie wad knot.=X hmm it was the second day everyone moved to the dorms lor and after that, all of us were very very happy. haha. and nicole was sleeping on the left side of me. it was that night i got the most bites. eew. mad mosquitoes. alliteration.

third day, we went out on the hike at around 9 plus. den yihui and kok swee were the most pro-ed ones that day cos they were the map navigators and the rest just followed them haha. ms tan came along with us too and she treated us to coke. wah yihsin was so happy she could taste soft drinks. lols. that day, we really wlaked alot lah, and we cooked our own meal too. at a bustop in front of some police camp or sth. lols. daring right? the hotdogs and backed beans tasted so nice. i really believe now that food which are cooked by ownselves are the best food. =) we oso visited a hay dairy farm. den saw many goats. lols the baby goats were so cute. den there was one whic kept bleating. haha. den we oso took a few pics outside the farm. hmm i really want to get the pics echo took together.

den got back, had campfire on that night. campfire's atmosphere was super high lah. den in the end we all sang and danced the mass dance. quite an informal one though lols. but i was like attacked by mosquitoes and itchiness that i wasn't really VERY VERY VERY HIGH. den the trsoso got say sth abt ip. haiz. ip is very taxing on all of our minds. den got embarrassing things happened to me too. okay nvm i heck care abt that. mr sng's speech was still inspirational as usual but he oso toked abt ip. den mrs chin oso showed us a powerpoint, quite a pity the screen was not big enough lah. and its like meaningful that many ex students of dunman high came back to teach and sotmiems to help out on special occasions oso. liu lao shi is one. mrs chin is oso. mr sng is oso one. ms seow oso. haha. ms koh oso. mr gan oso. and alot more. haha i like the saying: once a dunmanian, always a dunmanian =)

den today was one which everyone had mixed emotions lor. felt happy to return back to our comfortable homes and clean toilets all that. but we missed our instructors we missed the camp. all the fun times and activities though it was only a short 4 days and 3 nights. i miss echo. =(
we all helped each other in the different activities. no one laughed at one another for not being to do any particular things too. and everyone oso tried to ve evry enthu and keep our spirits high though its nto easy with mosquito/ant bites and thin sleeping bags on wooden planes as beds. plus the disgusting toilets.

all 21 of us will surely rmb glen. our instructor! he can sing man. his way of pronouncing love is lubb. lols. and den we went to kfc for lunch after we reached dhs.
not all of us went and i at first went 2g one de. but den decided to go echo on first. haha. and den desiree's act of toking to yuhding was so funny. yd said wad:"you put down first lah." and den desiree went:" no u put down first lah." and so on. when actually yd was not toking to desiree. i tot they were toking to each other on the phone at first. den regina siyun they all oso there at kfc. 2g oso lah. still got the bball ppl and one other group. lastly, our cheers:

echo ke-mama
oleoleahah
echo ke-mama
oleoleahah
shake it up
yeah~ [the sexy way as yd wanted lols]
shake it up
yeah~
gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ECHO! =)

E *clapclap*
C *clapclap*
H *clapclap*
O *clapclap*

E *clap* C *clap* H *clap* O *clap*
ECHOECHO ace de3 tong1!
jue2 bu4 hui2 jia1 shou3 kong1 kong1!

be the best beat the rest join echo won't be a pest!
ECHO oosh. ECHO yeah.
ECHOECHO
rock.the.world!

echo sut bu4 sut?
SUT!
echo seh bu4 seh?
SEH!
echo sutseh bu4 sutseh?
SUT SEH!

yeayea everyone agrees with me. =P

and we got the most caring group. and den got towels lols. the memories and the whole expericence counts the most la.

yihui
deborah
alicia
desiree
yuhding
kokswee
junhao
ashley
louise
cheryl
tricia
yujia
yi gang
wanbo
yihsin
roseline
vanessa
wansze
felicia
zhenzhen
wanqing

the echoians =)

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this will be my post b4 the camp tml. at sarimbun. eew. haven't packed yet. haiz and my parents are scolding and scolding. okay i noe i always put things to the last min...but their mouths dun get tired saying the same things for the whole day.

and i lost my pe shorts hahaa. so im going to wear my primary school shorts to camp. bleagh. and samuel reminded me of dnt. and i remembered that i failed dnt. FAILED. ok nvm. 13 and a half upon 30. some pple may be very amazed how could pple fail dnt but i did. cos i din really bother =X and i dunno how to draw wad 3d thingy. then still must file here and there and plan here and there. i just plan in my head what, no need draw it out right? stupid.

i dun wan go camp. rahhhhh. all those flies and bad bathing conditions argh. okay i need go pack. byebye.

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EDS night was great! =) WE rock :)

i noe everyone agrees =P ANGELINA is SO going to get a [digi? =X]cam by hook or by crook on 13th of may so can take photos. unlike today, not many photos taken =X and im going to buy the eds dvd too hahahaha. so can keep as memories.

the afternoon show was a bit -_-" cos of some musicplayer problems but the ngiht was was great! full house! okay left maybe a few seats. last year there were ppl sitting on the steps k. rahhhhhh the elections. it will really affect lor. its like when i got home my whole family was liek engrossed in watching the live broadcast. and its the first time i see my mum so enthu. she cheered =X lols.

in all, im very happy today! its a great great day! thanks qh rachel maureen[and others?] for the dolphin! thanks nic[one c only happy? lols] jy christine prida for the flower. thanks weijia for the card. and thx bounce too for the flower. and limeifor ur card.

thanks, ALL dance seniors for putting on make-up for us and styling our hair and sumtimes sacrificing ur own lunch time and own make-up time too. thanks for the encouragement u all gave us though our level dance wasn't that good. and being very nice and friendly, ur floorshock totally rocked! and of course, the PUBAHOLICS ourselves! we tried our best right? :)

thanks, juniors for being very cute haha. and supportive too. thanks to drama ppl for putting up hilarious and oso touching plays. thanks the debates ppl too cos they helped to give out food and be the receptionists or sth. thanks, the teachers hu helped us.[that one stated in eds programme booklet haha] and most imptly, everyone hu bought tickets to watch. =)

hopefully, eds night next year and the following years will be better as well as our other performances. jiayou! gogogo! hahaha.

p.s. muahahhahaa. pple hu nvr watch will regret. =P lols. and pap won. hmm kinda expected =X and we din do some kind of cheering thing unlike last year as in after the performance lah :( but
NEVERMIND, still got 13th May! I HOPE GOT LOTS OF PPL COME. wahahaha.

EDS =)

we bright, u dim, haha, heehee. we rock, u flop, E-D-S~!

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