{prologue}

LA FILLE: Roseline Tan Jie Yi
years of existence: 15 years and some months
a piscean =D
a Dunmanian
a 3h-er
an edsdancer =D
an ex-Goliener
an ex 6-niner
an ex gongshanger
birthday: 6 March 1992
takes french

*J'aime:
{dancing
{singing
{sleeping
{readng books
{Paris<3
{stars
{friends
{family
{sunsets & sunrises
{Jolin too =D
{MONEY$$$
{plus a dozen million things

*lJe detese:
{malicious words
{pests
{losing things
{that & simply
{when everything
{dun go my way =/

{wishlist}


nice dance shoes
adobephotoshop
jolin stuff
new bag&wallet
manymanymore

{fellows}

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{express}

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{credits}


 
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{bygone}


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Saturday, October 29, 2005

ahhh. im sneezing n sneezing. dunno y lor. den this morning woke up with a SORE throat. it was so sore. actually dun even wanna go to school but tot of my report book! haha n the form for the" amazing race" for next year one.i forgot to let my parents sign so MUST pass up y today mah...so yup i jian1 chi2 den go to school lor. tot i was gonna die cos i cant even tok la. i totally lost my voice n its soooo painful to talk n right now im having a blocked nose n puffy eyes. freak. argh.


ahha. i love this song. its so shitty. so funni. k nvm. anyway todae my hp batt went FLAT den i had to contact my mum so was trying to revive my hp but to no avail. den went to look for payphones den discovered all the payphones needed a phonecard n i onli have ten cent coins la. so was hopelessly walking down the street den suddenly got tis grp of gals came walking up to me. den one of them said: " can u help us do a survey?" den i acted so dumb. argh cant believe it. i just blurted out to her:" can u lend me ur hp?" OMG. ahah den she lend me. wahahaha. so nice. i tink i forgot to sae thank you lor. haiya everytime forget den wen think abck den realise tt im so rude. den i help them do the survey. kinda weird but hu cares. sth about getting to know more friends. lols. hmm i need money lei. wanna find a job. hope rachel's mum company got space or rather hope noone wolud mind me going to help fi can la n tt ashley will remember to ask.


oh yah my results. stupid lahh. my class position so lan lor. haiz. dun care sec two must pia n pia for good or rather satisfactory results. cannot slack le. =( haiz. i dun even have any A1s lor. failure. owells. here goes: [highlight if cant c]


english: 72 A2
mathematics: 63 B4
higher chinese: 73 A2
french: 65 B3
geography: 63 B4
history: 67 B3
literature: 64 B4
design and technology: 72 A2
home economics:65 B3
visual arts: B3
civic and moral education: A
music: A
appreciation of chinese culture: B3

total marks: 607/900
class postion: 24/34
percentage: 67.4
results: passed
conduct: very good
attendance: 81/82

comments: Jie Yi is a quiet and steady worker. She is self-motivated and takes her work seriously.

haiz. wad an unpleasant report. i love my primary school report to bits and pieces. not this one for the moment but i do hope that i can love it. haha. n the comments were like totally WRONG. ahha i mean im not self-motivated?! pple usually have sum sort of wad goals for their results before the end of year exams n i onli realised this point wen i saw sophia's handbook where she had written her goals. prida oso did sth liddat. tt is den called self-motivated. unlike me. haiz. well i dun realli like to paln sumtimes. i tink becos sumtimes plans will go wrong too n one would end up getting so pissed off cos everything's not going accordingly to plan. n most importantly, i dunno how to plan.


nowadays 1g gals got alot of feud liddat lei. wish they wun fight anong themselves so tt we can be as united as before. or are we united in the first place last time? realli dunno. actually not THEY fight among themselves lei. its just her. haiz. since the exams started or sumtime around there she becum liddat. so weird lor. hope next year she wun be liddat n everyone including her will forget everything. den that will be the best. no one will wan to c their own classmates fighting. but of cos in this case i m not bothered by the struggle of hu to side with. cos obviously i will not side her. not that this matter needs any siding la. i think maybe it will be over after two months of cooling down? hope so.


okay la. write alot le. byebyes. and this entry is certainly colourful. =)

another day has passeed and tml will be another boring day. haiz. =(



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Tuesday, October 25, 2005

hmm.


today watched movie again yay! so nice the movie waha! i LOVE <3>REPORT BOOK [yucks] den here cums the HOLIDAYS! :) haha. actually holidays r kinda bored too. will certainly miss 1g =) den wanna go out wif friends oso sum can make it sum cant sum not allowed to or wadever reasons lor. sum dun wan to go out haha. those ppl all have nice houses n programs wif their families one. so lucky.


ohh. sparkers! haha my brother juz took out a pack of them. din noe he got ahha. so yup will go off soon to play sparkers too. hmm mebbe can suggest that we can bring sparkers to 1g bbq! tt will be fun =) but hope there will be lots of ppl going n ppl staying overnight but i seriously doubt so. sad. good things always dun happen to me. but wad can i do? i still have to tahhan wif my life till mebbe sumday thigs will get seriously far more better than now or i will explode n die of exhaustion anger sorrow hatred n disappointment. =(


okays. byebye ppl.



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Monday, October 24, 2005

haiz.


argh.


im so scared. i m very very scared lors. haiz. oso dunno y im so scared. if that really happens, i dunno wad i will do at all. n neither do i noe hu can help me. or maybe no one can help me at all. n tat will be the wrost of the worst. ok im toking to myself. ignore me.


hmm. today went to school wearing pe uniform. den discovered that most ppl wearing uniform in 1g lor. haha den onli me sophia n jia nvr. plus BEBE. lols i tink dunno. nvm. den go change lor n we wore the very important tie haha. luckily. the importance of he tie will be specified later. den my bag was open all the while n i was toking so happily?! den nicc jy sophia they all suddenly laugh at me...i dun even noe wad happened at all den turns out my bag was WIDE OPEN. haha ok den suddenly hor dust came in lor den i immediately luff liao. i oso dunno y everytime liddat one cos i will link to prida mah. not i wanna tease her. i juz suddenly luff n go ahem ahem. den always hui xiang qi lai so evil. sorry prida. n u angry so long lor. haiz. den suddenly dunno y we all tok abt prida? den i turn back to tok to sumone den i turn over prida was gone. so weird. den turns out she angry. den so weird. den we go look outside for her n christine den she not there. so haiya we go to the parade square lor...

haha the importance of the tie! hmm. we lined up crapped saed hi to friends from other classes blah blah blah den got the song pledge sch song etc. oh yah! got one announcement todae was so funni. sth to do wif ..... ppl pls c ms tang ms pang ms fang ms tang at the ..... after ....? aiya dunno la, i onli noe the trs' names all rhyme one den the poor guy read until so funni. todae sumore got alot of announcements mah, abt 10++ liddat? hmm den mr kiw go tok abt ties n uniform stuff. den ask chairperson to go pull out ppl from their class hu nvr wear tie or wear pe one.everybody were like: "woah" cos kinda unexpected mah. haha sooo many ppl came out lor n everybody's attitude not gd enuff for mr kiw den 1i the whole class except five of them had to come out cos they have pe b4 assembly like 1g but den 1g got change to uniform den they din so they had to go out lor. poor them. i think their uniform all tt r all in their classroom lor. den my class got abt 9 ppl had to go out. mostly cos they nvr wear tie lah. haiyo. den mr kiw began saying things like: "ni3 kan4 kan4 jin1 tian1 de2 ming2 de4 xue2 sheng1 de4 tai4 du4 shi4 zhe4 yang4 de4. zhe4 hai2 shi4 de4 ming2 xue2 sheng1 gai1 you3 de4 xing2 wei2 ma1?" sth liddat aiyo. den in the end all the ppl hu came out had to stay back n get a lecture lor. i think the lecture took 1 hour? cos wen we sec1s atauditorium watching the general knowledge quiz finals tt time the sec1s who were lectured came back after very very very long bah, wen the quiz ending den they cum back. phew luckily i got wear tie n uniform or else die.


oh yah one of the gamemasters [not the winnie one] of the general knowledge finals is so ... lor. everytime do wrong tings de. but mebbe she too jing3 zhang1? ahha dunno. n the questions for 1c were biased one lor. all so difficult compared to the other three classes. sumore the other three classes r two dhp n one gep lei. but still they got 2nd ahha. wei4 mainstream ppl zheng1 guang1. haha n ashley cum mookia was inside. so funni.



den got this airport trail thingy la was very very kinda lame la. dun wanna sae abt it lor. basically juz going ard the airport n calculating stuff like density mass volume den oso must do geography science etc etc. den sumore go back dhs still must have this kind of debriefing tok lor. aiyo. den so unfair cos there were not enuff buses mah so 1g [being the last class from1a to 1g?!] was separated into different groups n den each of these groups had to go wif other classes. unfair.


oh yah sumore todae got two kind of tests to be done. got one is NEW SOUTH WALES one la. got maths n science odd register numbers do ENGLISH [yay!] n den the others do MATHS [YUCKS] lor. ahha i m no. 17 so i did english one phew! ahha den the english one got include geog n lit lor. den oso got this bicultural quiz tingy? purpose is to find out how much we students noe abt chinese culture n china. aiyo. after exams le still got all these survey-tests so troublesome.

yay! tml can go third lang n slack! haha watch movie again i tink. so happi. but i haven't even get my finale controle back lor. so weird. but dawn mummie not going home wif us tml so sad. haiz. n next year dunno if i stil taking third lang anot. haiz. the time lor so stupid go change to 4.30 to 6.30 p.m lei. so wad lor. dunno wad i do until 4.30. sian. den surely very very late den go home one cos moelc at BISHAN my house at TAMPINES. stupid. haiz. den oso dunno if anyone still taking anot. n sumore my results already so suck already still must juggle wif a late time slot third lang. ze3 me4 ban4?!



haha. type alot liao so yup bbyes! =)



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Sunday, October 23, 2005

ok i HAVE MEMORY LOSS. just wen i submit the entry my friend at msn reminded me theres LIT. omg. haiz. haha but i prefer everyting to be written together so yup i went to edit the post lor. okays it is abit -_-"" but i just realised i got other tings to blog abt mah so must as well be honest rite? ahha.


so...saturday was quite a peaceful day n i bought a toy! haha its a nice toy lor. not childish one kkays if u noe wad it is. n ya so actually was planning to go n watch GOAL! with my cousins n brother la. BUDDEN turns out we din watch after all. haiz. long story. yi yan nan jin so i shan't specify aniway i dun tink anione READS tis. so ya im just blogging for my own sake lor. better than writing until shou suan. ok back to the point we decided to go bowling instead but i din wan to go becos i dun feel like tt time. so i went out wif my mummy lor while my brother n cousins went to bowl. with a friend of theirs who's very very very rich hu oso treated them to bowling la. den i go shopshopshop n bought the toy i wanted! lols -_-" den jalan jalan awhile go home le. den i forgot wad happened le la so i shall skip to today's happenings. =D



hmm actually hor todae oso VERY BORING LEI. my life is so empty. i need some SURPRISES! PLEASANT ones la. haha =) so yah shall go watch the charity show now...ahhh the zheng bing hui guy n sumone hu i tink is li ling's lao gong now doing some show n its so painful lor. OUCH.


byebyes. `ros* ARGH.i badly wanna watch goal n flightplan but...dozen of reasons follow. HAIZ.



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okay. so now must mourn for science too. argh! conclusion of 2005: my sec 1 year in dhs has been a failure. =(


why?


cos my results suck. all so lan. especially maths! okay i shall put all my results here den ppl will noe y must i mourn for maths n science. but these results r not the overall for the year la so things might get worse =S or BETTER! =) [hopefully]

MATHS: 59.5 [c the reason?!?!?!]
english =) : 76 [ the only one i get a1 BUT TOTAL I NOE I NOT A1 SO too bad for me =((( ohh wad a cruel life.]
chinese: 72 [HAIZ. it used to be one of my better subjects lastime...now...]
SCIENCE: 63.5 [well my science has always been so lan since p3]
history: 58/80 [haha the only subject tt i did not study one or two days earlier]
home econs: 30.5/50 [my cooking is not poor! its juz the theory onli]
art: hmm i tink 68 [yes i noe im not artistic]
lit: 51/75 [hmm abit disappointed?]

erm i tink tts all rite? becos tts all i rmb for the time being n i do hope tt i did not leave out any subjects or else i got memory loss le.

well gtg now. bb.



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Thursday, October 20, 2005

mourn for maths.mourning for maths.mourned for maths.still mourning for maths.



argh.tml will get back SCIENCE too! DIE LOR. haiz. n not to forget HISTORY the one n only subject i had SERIOUSLY studied for the exams lor.
onli tt particular subject i reali got like make notes n read everything like one week b4 the history exam. others all last minute cramming de.



i just hate maths. i also dunno y but i hate maths. maybe because since primary one my maths is very very very very low. and i should hate science too cos maths and science i always get very very very very very very very low. argh. liddat must as well say i hate all the sickening subjects lor. cos my marks all very very very very very not gd. ignore me x( im just crapping. to vent my hatred towards all my marks and myself la. heyys im not a gal hu hate to study since p1 but now i seem to be like ppl hu hate books since they were in p1. haiz. cant imagine wad will happen if WHEN I GO SEC 2. more work more expectations more competition more stress more self-inferiority more regret.



aaarrrggggh tml still got to get back ENGLISH! die. i fan4 gui1 sooo many times lor. my compo all tt sure die one. haiz. jiumingjiumingjiumingjiuming i dun wan to do badly[standard of 'badly' based on my own opinion] for english!!!! bleahx.


hmm. today went third lang. YIPEE YAY YAY! sort of missed third lang lei. oso dunno y haha. den tot we getting back paper n going thru it but SURPRISINGLY dun have lei. so funni. den turned out we watch movie!!! lols very very very ncie movie lei! so far the french movies played r all very nice. they r getting better n better each time haha. firstly i rmb theres the taxi one den got another one is sth to do wif a bunch of guys supposedly bad turns out gd n den still got todae the roamnce cum action cum kinship one. ROCKKS =) haha the jap pple watched a movie too n theirs were great too from wad i heard la. yay the next two lessons we r gonna watch movies again![i tink] one in class like where we always watched for the past three movies n one in the auditorium =) !! haha AIRCON =) hmm. n my third lang marks r erm 65/100 for overall for this year...quite lan lei.but nvm i have much more things to worry about first than my third lang marks like for example my MATHS AND SCIENCE N EVERYTHING ELSE urrgh.


oh yah todae sooooooo funni. LOLS. me n prida wrapped the soft toy we bought for jy for her belated birthday present from a samllsize to a tall n bolster-like size lei! pro rite? *drumroll* thank you thank you =) [me] x) [prida] haha. den prida so funni she go wrap two tissue packs together n she very very pro lor. she wrap till quite big size lei. den jy had to unwrap like abt 20 pieces of paper b4 she saw the tissue packs. haha we decided to include tissue packs too cos tt time jy keep sneezing mah. back to the soft toy. me n prida put crushed paper above the already wrapped up in lovely wrapping paper soft toy n den we wrap the whole thing up with newspaper. den we keep on enlarging the size of the soft toy by wrapping newspaper over it n oso adding balls of crushed paper above it den keep wrapping it all up together with newspaper. haha den to make it look more presentable we drew a face on it n prida went to attach two arms to it n we took a shirt n let the present wear it. it looked like a funny person lor n we oso put black construction paper around the head for the hair. LOLS the present looked so comical. den todae got free period mah so during the period b4 recess, nicc n sophia led jy out of the classrm for sum reason they came up wif la den me christine n prida go put me n prida's masterpiece on jy's table HAHA.den she came back was like "wah!"[i tink] den she began unwraping it =) haha. sumore we ask her to read the balls of crushed paper wetsuffed inside. wen she unfold the crushed paper she can c wad me n prida wrote on it. haha it was basically sum teasing n sum crap la. but very funni. hehe. den she keep unwrapping lor while all fo us watched with glee. wahahaha. evil us. den the tissue paper thing so funni oso. cos she unwrap the big present liao already very comical to us n very fan3 to her den she got to unwrap the tissue paper too! wahahaha evilness. but she dunno is tissue paper la. den by this time basically the whole of 1golien was looking at us la n her unwrapping. den the tissue paper one REALLY ALOT ALOT ALOT OF layers lor. we all watch oso very impatient to c wads her reaction wen she c the gift liao she must be more impatient to c the gift herself. haha den the guys were behind us den each time jy unwrap one layer they sae:"still got ar?" den sophia will say:"aiyah i tink its the last layer liao la" but its not la. den turns out is two packets of tissue paper lor. everyone hu saw was luffing. haha.



kkays la write ALOT le. buhbyes =/ nitez!

p.s. todae woke up late at 6.30 wen im supposed to wake up at 6 budden luckily not late den now soo late le hope wun oversleep tml =/

p.p.s. WISH ME GOOD LUCK FOR THE GETTING BACK OF ENGLISH SCIENCE
HISTORY ART RESULTS TOMORROW!!! =/




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Wednesday, October 12, 2005

helloos ppl hu read tis. [hidden meaning: ERR like anyone reads tis -_-""]

owells.never mind.aniway EOYS cuming to an end liao.FINALLY.so happiiiiiii -wheeeeee- lols im mad. tml got higher chinese paper den tmltml got erm...lemme c...oh yah! home econs waha.was hoping my home econs or just aniting can get at least an A1 for me out of the many torturous subjects but turns out chances r like 0? SO UNFAIR lorrs.ppl like wenBAO aka wenbo get sooooooo many A1s.haixx.sad no A1s...n den my lit is 72.1 still got 2.9 more marks but last ca1 i got like c5 for lit? so even if i get an A2 now i tink unless i score n CRAP really well in lit exam which is imPOSSIBLE i can get an A1.after all my lit is the onli subject in ca2 tt is above 70.maths n science CONFIRM FAIL one.can onli blame myself =( hmm.sumore me n pridust aka prida was sooo sad wen we din get a 70 in chinese. sadds.but she got maths to help her laas.me? NOTHING. emptyness.

exams r certainly depressing to tok abt so yepps lets switch to a more cheerful subject! OUTINGS! lols friday will be going out wif nicoleee prida christine sophia jy weijia if my mummy lets me.hahas.den staurday mebbe going out to jy's hse to bbq! her hse is sooooo dam nice.n big.haiz.life IS unfair. but the bbq is at nite so mebbe my mummy dun let which is highly possible.hmm todae got the stupid SCIENCE,yucks.but i tink i HATE maths more.i dunno y.sum ppl juz seem to OVE MATHS n they r oso very PRO at it.[egs: grace gan christine etc.]

haha HAPPI BUFDAE GG! its dam unfair lor.my birthday we nvr go out lei.sadsadsad.tts the bad ting of having ur bufdae at the beginning of the year.no presents one.SAD.den pear gg gc n sophia bufdae oso got go out.or celebrate in the form of sum way.UNFAIR.hmph.soSoSO angry+unfair+sad. den gg sae cos i nvr organise den is we organise for sophia one lei?n gc always nvr tag de.sae her com will hang.wah her com so special ar other ppl go my blog nvr hang u go den hang.

gtg bb.



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Sunday, October 02, 2005

Pisces- The fishes

19 Febuary- 20 March

Key words for Pisces are:

Compassion and altruism [=)]
Wisdom and memory [like real...]
Art and performance [uh-huh]
Sensitivity and psychic powers [wow!]
Fantasy and emotion [no wonder.]
Intuition and humour [teehees]
Hidden depths and sudden storms [err huh?]
Ruling Planets: Jupiter and Neptune

Characteristics:

Positive:

Sensitive and sympathetic [wahha...i dun deny it =P]
Imaginative [yesYesYeS]
Creative [d-u-h]
Generous and hospitable [=))) told u im NICE]
Loving and caring [-wow- =D]
Romantic [lolx]
Artistic [err tis one IS wrong.]
Painfully shy [unfortunately YES.]
Inherently mystical [huh?]

Negative:

Weak and indecisive [unFORTUNATELY true too]
Temperamental and sensationalist [bleahx]
Lethargis and depressive [hey,only wen bad tings happen mah...]
Over- dependent and emotionally vulnerable [hmmN.]
Self- pitying [...]
Vague and careless [this is TRUE though.]

Lucky Connections:

Colours: Lavender, sea- green, blue [no pink? no lime gree? =/]
Plants: Lotus and other water plants, opium poppy [uh-huh o.O]
Perfume: Ambergris [like i noe wads tt...]
Gemstones: Pearl, aquamarine, amethyst [JEWELS *eyes sparkling*]
Metal: Tin [err...]
Tarot card: The moon [haha heard from ashley kia tt rachel got tis super cool game sth like tarot cards..so gd.]
Animals: Dolphin, fishes.[wad kind of fishes? n i like dolphins. =)]

Friendship matches are not the same as love matches, after all would you want to marry some of your friends? [DUHED]

Best friendships: Aries, Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces [ =)]
Friendships to be beware of: Leo, Libra [uh-oh...]

Best love matches: Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn [dunoo]
Worst love matches: Aries, Libra, Pisces [dunoo too]]

haha above is credited to http://spaces.msn.com/members/mystuff97/.



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Saturday, October 01, 2005

my maple blog n friendster seems dead.nvm.noe no one is reading but heck care.i saw tis sentence sumwhere"u may be blogging but noone's reading." HOW TRUE =( heck care.

mugging history still.juz realised i FORGOT to copy the centralised bureaucracies for the Qin dynasty and the Han dynasty.haiz.mugmuGmUGMUG!!!

so i shall go n mug liao.after all i hav nothing to do.pathetic =( n once again THEY are dead.so bored.bald.wadeva nvr met such a person b4 like HIM.so AP.



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finally finished riting history chapter 8 notes liao.yay! hmm.now i wanna copy SCIENCE NOTES.21 chapters in the texbook.all the practicals.plus th notes that tr gave.haiz.mood is instantly dampened. BORED aniways...

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY!!!
hahas...juz came back after maths tuition n i've decided tt my weakest ares in maths for tis year,i tink is ALGEBRA n the MANIPULATION OF SIGNS.haiix.SIAN lor.sumore i forgot to return my library books!!!four books lei.overdue one dae le.n im running out of stationery.must go sumwhere to buy stationery tml n return the books afterwards.but mei ren pei wo.everyone would be revising!poor me... :/ =/ BOO!PEUH!HOU! haha the other two is "boo" in french.
den i finished the LATE information repot for stella john.yayys.if i do wrong again sure die one.cos my english paper already...haiz nvm.suan4 le4.
wondering wen my com can be those kind which will never have graphic problems.wonder wen can i learn how to make blogskins or things tt i can put inside blogs like photos music etc...wonder wen i can have the softwareS i want.wah got 3 wonders.lollx pai2 bi3 lei.if u r in dhs sec 1 den i tink u noe wads pai2 bi3 la.if u dunno means nvr pay attention in class!! ah horx! -_-" nvm im getting lamer n lamer by the second..exam stress?
hahax.shall now go find more fun tings to put in my blog n to play.destress?den do my history again till i can memorise EVERYTHING.den tml can study others le.den no need study history le.
YAYNESS!!!
gtg ppl.takkaires =)[nowadays noone reads lor.hmph.nvm shall treat tis as a personal diary after all,its quite tiresome to write wen u hav alot of writing in scvh le.save ink mah =P]






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