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LA FILLE: Roseline Tan Jie Yi
years of existence: 15 years and some months
a piscean =D
a Dunmanian
a 3h-er
an edsdancer =D
an ex-Goliener
an ex 6-niner
an ex gongshanger
birthday: 6 March 1992
takes french

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{Jolin too =D
{MONEY$$$
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{pests
{losing things
{that & simply
{when everything
{dun go my way =/

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juz look at the depressing title.todae i ttly screwed up my english exam!!!couldn't believed that i was so unlucky n stupid at first.but i adapted quickly after all im always soooo unlucky for exams.ialways seem to misinterpret sum disgusting instruction den i would have my marks innocently deducted.poor me...haiz.

for the letter writing:i did leave two lines BUT i went to leave two spaces in front of every paragraph n den i found tt actually no need.din even noe lor...i was not even present wen the stealla john told the class tis tingy.iwas off at the avt i tink.n neither do i have eng tuition or assessments or compo books for sec sch pple.

for the composition:i used correction tape.I USED CORRECTION TAPE!!!omg wads the problem wif me?? there was sum point during the compo tt i tot of the rule of the ban of tape n liquid but sumhow sum evil force juz overcame me...sum evil force tt wanted me to fail my eng exam n stay back in sec 1 as a pathetic loser.

for the comprehension and summary: my brain just cant seem to function properly.sumhow i would forget abt sum important instruction during exams.i wrote the summary TOGETHER with the comprehension answers!!! OMG den for the last few minutes or so, ms sandy suddenly bombarded me with tis terrible news: hand in ur summary separately from ur answer sheet n ur comprehension answers. I WAS LIKE SO FRANTIC? and i had already kept all my stationery inside my pencil box.i had absolutely no time to take out my pen to write so i used the 0.5 thin pen that i had borrowed from siew eng earlier for fear of my pen running out of ink n the other pens were quite useless.-mental not to myself:stock on blue pens n black pens!buy a new mechanical pencil!-so i used that pen siew eng lent me.i scribbled furiously on another sheet of paper i had,copying my summary over.tt pen did not seem to help me.it was so thin n there was no grip,it felt hard.sumhow my writing speed kinda decreased wen i used tt pen.n den cos the pen so difficult to rite fast,i still had to rite fast,my words were like yes,SCRIBBLES.

"Time's up!"the cold n harsh reality struck on on the spot.HAIZ.there was nothing i could do abt it except to blame myself for having such stupid brains.cant even remember the instructions correctly!n oso blame myself on the bad luck i seemed to have during exams.shan't elaborate wad bad luck cos it just seems too depressing and demoralising at the moment.

if i really failed it,i dunno wad i would do.if i failed it i would have to stay back in sec 1.i would of cos rather change sch but i dun tink got any sch wanna accept a student hu has failed english in juz sec 1?n den the most important ting...wad abt my parents' feelings?dun wanna imagine.cant bear to either.would only make myself more sad than eva.

i MUST sumhow get myself to sit down quietly to study for the exams seriously n not fall asleep after like 30 mins or an even lesser duration of time.but i cnt seem to.i need motivation.argh.i need some miracle pills to make me more hardworking.but dun have only me mysself n i n so i guess after riting tis super depressing entry i shal mug n mug n mug.shall miss the x-dang an show.shall just mug n dun let myself down.but den againif my other subjects r okay,but my english fail den i still remain in sec 1.there's no choice already cos wads over is over.hope i really do get a super kind marker den mebbe i can pass! but tt thought seems so f a r
away from me.

kkx.enough lamenting abt how unlucky n stupid n blur n forgetful i m.shall now MUG.

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